Can't do it

chapter 16 No Way Hun

    When we were in our junior year Toby forced me to take a class called child development, It was awkward to know about all that and honestly I had no idea why I had agreed to let Toby talk me into taking it. Although I didn't like the class I passed with one of the highest grades because I wore this thing called a empathy belly, and yes now I can say I had boobs for a day, then we took the fake babies home for a weekend. Mine went fairly well meanwhile Toby had trouble. He hated the way it cried and he couldn't figure out what was wrong with it and once he accidentally  didn't support the head so he called me and I could hear his baby screaming "rock it" I told him and it worked. He failed that class and said he could take care of a real baby not one of those things. 

    We have been engaged for a few weeks now. At the moment we are in my room behind a closed door, sitting across from each other on my bed. I looked him dead in the eye and prepared my argument "Toby, You couldn't take care of a fake baby when we were in high school, what makes you think we can just go adopt a baby? We aren't even married, let alone we haven't lived together yet" I told him getting confused as to why he wanted a baby right now "Then lets  live together" he said simply. I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose. 

   "I'll make you a deal" I say " We can live together, but we won't get married for another year. before our marriage, I will allow you to adopt a child, not a baby, maybe 11 or 12 years old. That is what I'll allow" I say getting up while he takes that into consideration and after a moment he spoke again "I'll take that deal but how are we going to get a place of our own?" I smiled at his silly question. When I had gotten up I went over to my closet to get this box I've been putting money in since I met Toby. I hadn't told anyone about my little box which now had a lot of money. I walked back over to Toby "I can pay for it" I shake the box and hand it to him.

    He opens it and his blue eyes widen, then he looks back at me "How did you get so much" I scratched the back of my neck because I was a bit embarrassed to say how I've been saving "Well I had a job and I kept puttin' money in here....every time...you made me fall in love with you again...." I blushed a looked away. I heard the box drop on the floor and the bed rustle, and before I could look over to Toby I was pushed to the floor. Well more like attacked to the floor and the next thing I knew Toby was over me with happy tears into his eyes.

I smiled and wiped away his tears before pulling his face near mine, and kissing his eye lids and his nose then his mouth "I fall in love with you more and more each day" I say. Toby chuckles "You're so cheesy" he kisses me back.A while later we sit back up onto my bed and Toby read a book while I played on my phone.  Then my brat of a sister storms into my room "I knew it. you Are having sex!" and as a joke Toby turns to me and says "Raiden, why didn't you tell me? I would have put my book down" I just about choked on my own saliva and Danny fell over laughing. This was a good day.

Me and Toby were called down for dinner and we wanted to tell my dads about our little plan. "Sure" was Derek's reply but as Shawn usually is he started crying of joy where as Danny squealed and got on her tumblr to fangirl about us. I only know that because I'm following her on tumblr, and she has a lot of pictures of us sleeping cuddled up together. Honestly it was cute and I saved all of the pictures but Toby has no clue because I'm going to be playing a video of all the pictures of us together with our song in the background. 

    "I can help you pay for an apartment and other things." Derek offered eating a piece of steak. "yeah that would help out a lot, Thanks dad" I say eating some mashed potatoes, I love potatoes a lot. "I don't want my baby to move out!" Shawn says crying on Derek's shoulder, he hugged Shawn and calmed him down. "Dad I promise I'll visit..." I say trying to comfort him, luckily it worked. He blew his nose and dried his eyes "Okay but you have to." I smiled and looked at Toby who's face was red and smiling too "I'm so happy!" He tackle hugs me and I almost fall over " JEEZUS" I yell trying to keep up.