Can't do it

Chapter 18 Breaking The News

    After talking to the lady for a while I hung up and wrote down some information about the boy and where he lived. I even got to talk to him for a couple of minutes and he seemed like a cheerful child,  he said he would love to learn how to play some instruments and even sing to some of the music me and Toby listen to. I told him Toby was going to love his eyes once I told him about Jackson. Jackson asked me why I hadn't told Toby yet and I told him " Because it's a surprise for later." and it was left at that.

    That night when Toby got home he was exhausted, so I put a movie in, started his dinner, got some essential oils and started to give him a foot massage. It seemed to work for a while and then I could tell that his back had started to bother him, so I told him to lay on his stomach on the couch. I sat on his butt and started massaging his back with coconut oil, which was his favorite. After I made him more relaxed I started serving him tea until he got the idea something happened "What did you do?" he asks sipping his lavender tea. I laugh "What makes you think I did something bad?" I ask innocently, batting my eyelashes. 

   Toby rolls his eyes and sets his cup down, crossing his arms "you're being nice" he says staring at me with the 'you're never nice' look on his face. I giggle and wrap my arms around his waist "Can't I be husband-like often?" he laughs and kisses my cheek "Not normal for you my handsome fiance" he says rubbing his nose to mine at the word fiance. "Ok, well, I've been thinking on my book, Rennie Is the girls name by the way, but anyway her best friend Bella introduced her to someone named Chris. Chris lives in the same state as her but a different town but they met on the internet when Bella tried getting them together. Now I'm going to Chris and Rennie get together and they might meet at a comic con when Rennie brings her friend to comic con for her birthday to Chris's home town." 

    Toby giggles "I love that idea" I chuckle a little before having a evil idea "But I'm going to have her ex try to win her back, and he has no clue about Rennie's new lover." Toby smacks me upside my head "You're so mean. Change it" he says fixing my hair "Nope what has been thought will be printed." I say running to our computer room, Also known as Danny's away from home room, so I could type down my idea. 

   I was in there for a couple hours before I finally finished writing my ideas in, adding in detail, and checking it for mistakes. Finally I came out and the phone rang, Me being me thinking it was the orphanage, I dashed for the phone, getting it just in time. "Hello?" I ask out of breath "Are you okay sir?" the voice on the other line asks, I was right. "Hey, yeah I'm okay, What's up?" I ask making it seem like it was a conversation with a old friend, which we both knew I had no friends. " Well we didn't get the information of when you planned on adopting Jackson." she says and from the sound of it she flipped some paper on a clipboard.

    "next week Thursday." I say hanging up and turned to Toby who was tapping his foot with anger and confusion, his blue eyes glaring daggers through my dark brown ones. "what's going on?" he tried making his voice continue to be sweet but it was just creepy. I sighed, scared and defeated, "alright" I start, taking a deep breath "I looked on a web sight and even called them, but next Monday you will be meeting our 11 year old son Jackson" I look up from our floor to Toby who has his hands covering his mouth and tears threatening to fall "Really?" his voice cracks and I smile, nodding "Why would I lie about that?" I ask going over to hug him, mostly just to keep him from falling over.

Toby's POV

   "I looked on a web sight and even called them, but next Monday you will be meeting our 11 year old son, Jackson" As soon as I heard our and son my knees seemed to buckle underneath me and tears threatened my eyes as I tried to remember to breath. I was going to have a son. With the love of my life. I feel so happy I can't speak. Raiden rushes over and hold me up before my legs give out and next thing I know we are both on the couch and I'm babbling on about how I felt I was so lucky to be with him and to be getting married to him and to be able to start a family of our very own. He said a year after we moved in we could get married and have a kid enter our lives but for some reason he changed his mind and let us have a kid with us about four months into living with each other.

    He showed me a picture of our boy and he's so beautiful. His eyes are my favorite because they're exactly what I wanted since I was a kid and I hoped that Ashton would give me his green eye. Although it's not exactly too late for that since me and Raiden haven't done anything yet....oh goodness.... Now I'm just watching. I could tell Ashton had taken control and I was watching his moves on my man... I'm so jealous... "No Ashton, Only Toby." I loved hearing that from him but this time... I wanted it too... we have such little time before we have a kid around here. Might as well make the best of the time we have, and with that in mind I took partial control. "I'm okay with it" 

 Raiden's POV

Toby suddenly got closer and didn't seem like he was paying attention to the details I was giving him so I looked at him, only to turn to those leaf green eyes. Ashton "No Ashton, only Toby" I say putting my hand on his shoulders to push him away, although it was getting harder every time I had to do it, which was often suddenly one of his eyes turned to his brilliant blue and with Ashton's smile on his face he spoke in Toby's voice "I'm okay with it... Truth is, I want it too..." he blushed a little and looked at his hands on his knees. He was sitting on his feet facing me until I pushed him down onto his back and climbed on top of him, straddling him. I had his hands pinned up above his head "Are you sure?" I asked with a play boy smirk playing on my lips, honestly I was nervous as hell. I've never done a virgin and I really didn't want to hurt him.

    "I'm absolutely sure." he says, his eyes still two different colors. I lean in and slowly start kissing him. Tasting him only a little, obviously I would want more, so I licked his bottom lip asking for entrance which he hungrily accepted. I could finally get his full taste, he tasted as coffee but I didn't mind because he also had a hint of vanilla. After a few moments of that I moved my way down his jaw line, going to his neck and finding his sweet spot. I loved hearing his sweet voice echo in my ears and this time they didn't have to stop, and honestly I wasn't going to allow him to stop tonight. My hand slowly crept up his shirt while the other found its way down...

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Toby's POV

When I woke up my back hurt a lot...I was naked in my bed.... and I was covered in hickeys...."RAIDEN"