Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 9 New Life

(Raven's pov)

When the violin solo starts I can feel his eyes on me. I look over and smile, my heart beating so fast. Then I catch his eyes darken before the man up front says "Were home!" Caden gets out of the truck and comes over to my side. He opens the door for me and puts out his hand for me to take. As I place my in his and hop out another man walks over. By the way Caden acts and power that comes off of him you can tell he is definitely the Alpha.

He puts his hand out "Hello! It is a pleasure to meet you Raven. I'm Alpha Nicholas. Please make your self at home."

I bow my head "Thank you Alpha!" And I shake his hand. He waves over this girl she is so pretty and very cheerful. As the Alpha is telling her some thing I noticed Caden walking away and into the house. Part of me wanted to follow him. I feel safe with him. I am brought out of my thoughts when the cheerful girl says my name.

"What?"

She smiles "My name is Kristy. I'm so happy your here. You must be really tired." I start looking around and she gives me a sideways look. "What are you looking for?"

"Ah! I was trying to see if you were talking to me.

She giggles " Of course I am!

"Okay" was all I was able to say before she grabs my hand and drags me inside saying "I can show you around after your all cleaned up. Let's go to your room. I think you will really like it." Still pulling me by the hand.

She takes me inside there are a lot of people moving about. She pulls me thou as I notice the looks. I feel my face getting warm and fear start creeping in. I can't help all the memories that rushes in and my eyes start to fill with tears. I try to hold them back. But I fell one role down my cheek. I wipe it away quickly, hoping no one saw it.

We head up stairs down a couple of hallways and stop in front of a door. Then Kristy turn to me, "This is your room! Mine and my mates is down that hall, so if you need anything, I won't be to far." I look at her smile, and feel my self smile too. "Thank you so much!"

As she opens the door she continue talking "I can't wait for you to meet my mate. He is the best. He..." She stopped all of a sudden like she just realized something. She turned to me with a worried look on her face. I gave her a confused look. Then she says "I'm so sorry! I shouldn't be talking about that. I don't want to upset you. I'm sorry!"

I look at her and smile "It's Okay! I really don't mind. I like you, you are very kind, and I would like to know more."

She looked shocked for a moment before saying "I like you too, we can get to know each other in a little while. This is your room and that your bathroom. They brought some of your things up but the rest is still in the truck. I'll go and let you get cleaned up. I picked out some bathroom stuff. I hope you like it. I'll be back in about an hour." and she gives me a huge smile.

"Thank you Kristy for being so nice. I'll see you when you get back." And with that I was left alone.

Not wanting the emptiness to consume me I push the bad thoughts away, and walked into the bathroom. The room and bathroom were so much bigger then my old one. I walk over to the shower and turn on the water. I take my clothes off, trying not to look in the mirror. I take a quick shower and then I get out and dry off. I always hate showers because I can't hide all my imperfection. I grab my bag and found some of my clothes and quickly put them on. I grabbed my brushed and so glad to to see my tooth brush as well.

I walk in to the bathroom still not wanting to look up I brush my teeth and my hair. But then I looked in the mirror. The moment my eyes meet each other, I can't fight back the tears anymore. I fell my heart sink and I fall to the floor. I beg my self to stop. It feels like my wolf was hiding from me, which only makes me feel even more lonely.

I finely get my self to clam down, not daring to look at my self again. I throw a small blanket over the mirror and I look at the clock and notice I still had 20 mins till Kristy comes back. I look around it is just to quite. When it's quite all the names and jokes and the laughs and now the rejection starts playing over and over again. I need my music! I decided not to wait any longer. I walk to the door, and open it. I look around a bit, but not wanting to be alone in my head any more. I decide to try and find my way outside.

I go the same way we came and I make it back down the stairs. There are not as many people now. I looked around a bit before making my way outside. There I see a group of girls, and I fear that they are going to treat me just like the girls from my old pack did. So I try to go the other way when I run right into a wall of muscles.

When I start to fall two arms reach around me. I look up to see Alpha Nicholas holding me tight ageist his chest, my heart starts beating so loud. I know he can hear it. My face heats up, and it's got to be red. I tried to pull away quickly,

"I'm so sorry Alpha, Please for give me."

Even thou i try to pull away he don't let go. I look up to see him just staring at me. Our eyes meet and we stare at each other, I watch his eyes change to a black and then back again.

I feel eyes on us and I look over to see Kristy standing there. She smiles and says "Am I interrupting something?" She smiles even bigger then giggles. Alpha Nicholas lets out a low growl and his cheeks turn pinkish. He lets me go and quickly walks away without saying a word. I say to myself 'Whoa!' I shake the thought out and look at Kristy. She was smiley so big. I just shake my head and say "Can we get my laptop out, I so need my music." Trying to change the subject. She giggles again, takes my arm and leaded the way. I look over my shoulder and see Alpha Nicholas walking into the pack house. 'What was that?' I thought to myself as I follow behind Kristy.