Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 46

(Raven pov)

I layed there I couldn't open my eyes. I couldn't move. Then there was this familiar scent. I started to cry. How could it be her.

I slowly was able to open my eyes. I sat up and looked around. I was in a small room but it was really nice looking. I was so scared I thought it was Jason that took me why would it have her scent. I got myself up and made my way over to the door. When I reach out for it, it opened. I tried to back away, but fell back. I closed my eyes waiting to hit the floor. I open my eyes and seen Jason holding me. "Are you okay? My little Luna."

I looked at him and smiled "I am now. Thank you Jason." He puts me back on my feet, then I hold on to him as I keep looking around. "Raven, Your okay. I've got you."

"No it's not okay. Where is she? Jason, Where's is my mom?"

"Hello Raven" I jumped at the sound of her voice. I tried to hide behind Jason. "Stay away from me." Jason looked in between my mom and me.

She looked at Jason and told him to go but when he started to walk out, I begged him to stay. She looked at me "Be a good girl and let him go so we can talk and everything will be find." I could see the anger in her eyes. All I could think was 'Goddess please protect my babies'

I let go of him and he looked at me and put his hand on my face. "I'll be right back. Okay sweetheart." Then kissed my forehead and turned and walked out. My mom walked up to me. "So your a Luna. That big dumb Aphla got him a fat whore." Then she grabbed me and dragged me over to this door. I thought it might be the bathroom but it was a room. A room full of mirrors. I started to cry. "Why! Why can't you just leave me alone. What did I do to make you treat me like this."

She walked up next to me and wispered "You were born." Then she pulled out a knife and started to cut my clothes up. "You will only wear what I give you to wear." Then she pulled my hair back, whispering into my ear. "Oh and if you tell Jason about any of this then I will kill your little pups." I felt the knife run across my belly. It burned. Then she let me go. She throw some clothes at me. Then said "I suggest you do what he wants because if he gets tired of you then I will not have anything holding me back." She just smiles and walks out.

I put the clothes on as I cry. I cried for Nick, I cried for Caden, I cried for my babies. I even cried for Jason. Why? Because she is a manipulator. She makes you believe anything she says. Just then Jason came walking in "Raven please don't cry. I'm not going to hurt you. I love you. I just want a chance. The chance they took away from us. Please Raven just a chance."

"Jason, they told me everything. I looked for you everywhere. You were gone. I wanted you there."

He stepped closer "Raven I want us. I want to see if we could work." He ran his hand down my cheek to my neck. I just stand there letting him touch me. It feels like I should push him away, but his touch is different it sends a vibrations through my body everywhere he touches. Goddess what do I do? He pulled me into his chest. He had one hand on the back of my neck and the other he slid around my waist he was looking in my eyes. "You feel it to don't you? Please tell me you do." His lips were so close to mine I could feel his breath on my lips. My heart started pounding. Just as our lips dear to touch, I wispered "I can't" Then I pulled away. "Jason I'm sorry. I won't do this." My wolf was whimpering. She was just as confused as I was. He stepped away from me. I could see the hurt in his eyes. "Fine, I'll leave you alone. I'm sorry Raven. If that's what you truly want. I'll return you home." Then he walked out. I sat on the edge of the bed. Then the words of my mom replay in my head. "Oh goddess what did I just do?"

I sat there locked in this room I feel like I'm going crazy it is so quite. I feel like there are a million voices in my head. Then I hear the one voice I dread the most. "Hello my darling Raven. I see you turn Jason away. Poor kid. At least you won't ruin his life like everyone else's. Do you know what Aphla Kent did to punish everyone." She walked around the bed. I watched every move she made. Afraid of what she might do. "Did you even know that I am a rouge now because of you. Then she grabbed me by my hair dragging me off the bed and to the room that she made with all the mirrors. She pulled out the knife and told me to strip. "Please stop it mom." She pointed the knife at my belly "You are to do what I say when I say it understand. I started to take off my clothes. She started the same old thing tell me how fat and ugly I am. She had the knife in her hand and when she touched it to my bare skin it burned I pulled away, and she just smiled. Then she continued telling me the only reason Nick and Caden was with me was because I was a whore. She kept touching the blade on me.

Then she locked me in there naked in front of all those mirrors. I curled up in the middle of the floor. It was so cold I could feel my body shake. I just rubbed my belly and started to sing 'Smile'

Smile though your heart is aching,
Smile even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky,
You'll get by,
If you smile through your pain and sorrow,
Smile though it may be tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through, for you,
Light up your face with glad ness
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile, if you just smile.