Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 37

(Raven pov)

By the time I got to my room, I was so upset. I was mad. I was hurt. I never believed that I would ever be afraid of my own mate. I shifted back. I didn't even get dressed I just climbed into bed and laid there under the covers not sure if I should cry or scream. I was so confused. I laid there for a little while when I heard a knock at the door. My heart started pounding. Part of me wanted to disappear.

Then I here a comforting voice "How you doing." I peak out of the blanket and see Caden standing next to the bed.

"Glad that it you!"

"I know he didn't mean to hurt you."

"He didn't hurt me but he did scare me. I thought he might. I never thought that I would ever be afraid of him" I pulled the blanket around me as he sits down on the edge of the bed.

"Raven, Nick loves you."

"Were is he?"

"In his office finishing some stuff. He said he'll be here later."

"Oh okay." Feeling a little disappointed

"If you want him I can get him now"

"No it's okay I'll talk to him when he gets here."

"Okay," Then he gets up

"Are you leaving?" My voice a little bit shaky.

He laughs a little "of course not, just thought I'd play some music."

While he sat at my laptop I got up and got some pajamas on. When I turned around I see Caden looking at me. "What?" I said a little nervously

"If I would of know you were naked under there I might of just joined you." I let out a giggle

"We're supposed to take it easy for a while." I said giving him a playful look as I climbed back into bed. He never took his eyes off me. "Yea I heard you were sore this morning. I'm sorry."

"I'm not"

He starts a song and then gets up and walks over to the bed. He climbs in and we cuddled up next to each other. He kissed my head. "I love you Raven, sweet dreams."

I wispered "I love you too." As I drifting off to sleep.

I heard someone moving around the
room. I knew who it was. I could feel him, like this pull between us. I peak out and see him sit on the couch. I watch him as he sits there. He looks so stressed out. Part of me wants to go to him but I just lay there watching him. He leans his head back and puts his arms over his face. I finally decided to go to him. As soon as I get up his head pops up and he looks at me. My heart starts to pound and I freeze "Please Raven, don't be afraid of me."

I continue to walk to him. He leans up and I walk up to him. He wraps his arms around me and places his head on my stomach. I wrap my arms around his head holding him there. I hear him link into my head "I'm so sorry Raven, I never should of lost my temper with you."

"And I'm sorry to Nick I shouldn't of been so rude." I lean down and kiss him on the top of is head. Nick pulls me onto his lap and I rest my head on his shoulder. We sit quietly for a while then I asked "Nick, why were you so mad at me? I know there was more to it then just my attitude. What did I do?"

Nick looked at me "It wasn't just you. I don't get along with Jason so when I seen you guy talking I just got so mad. I trust you Raven I never should of doubted that."

"Can I ask why? Why you guys don't get along."

"Of course Raven, when we were little his mom wanted him to be Alpha. But since I was born first I would get to be alpha. We were put against each other for everything. Then a group of us pups were taken. Me included. Some never thought they would see us again. But some of us did, not all, but some made it home. After that there was no doubt who would be alpha. Jason has tried demanding things but to me he has never proven himself to me. He thinks just because we share the same father I should treat him better then anyone else. He even tried to use Kristy to get to me and she got hurt. So I worry about him with you. I don't want you to get hurt. I know you don't want me telling you to stay away from him. But please just trust me. He's not a good person."

I just sit there. I hugged him then looked at him "I'm so sorry Nick, I didn't mean to" before I could continue Nick kissed me. I pressed my lips to his deeping our kiss. When we parted I looked into his eyes "I love you Nick to the moon and back." He smiled "to the moon and back." Then he kissed me again.

We sat there kissing and talking for a while. Then Nick picked me up and carried me to bed. He layed me down and layed next to me. Then the song 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz. As the song starts he tucks a piece of hair behind my ear. Then starts to sing along. My heart skips a beat, I can't believe that he is singing to me. I feel like I'm going to exploded. His voice is amazing. I just lay there staring at him. He continues singing as he pulls me closer to him. I want to kiss him, but I don't want him to stop. We were so close I could feel his breath on my lips. He put his hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes.

"I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up."

Then he kissed me so passionately.