Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 38

(Raven pov)

This last week and a half has gone by so fast. I have been doing alot of training and eating right. I am determined to beat Keegan this weekend. Kristy told me that he is a little worried but she wasn't supposed to say anything. Things have been good with the guys. Yesterday when I got back from training one of them had turned on my laptop and had Clay Aiken - "Invisible" playing on repeat. Why, I don't know.

It's been a long day today. All I want to do is get a shower and relax. I haven't seen the guys much these pass couple of days. They have been busy with pack things. Nick told me after the fight between Keegan and I. He would show me more about being a Luna. I just want to help out around here. Everyone is so kind and welcoming. I love it here.

I walk back to the pack house, Oh Yea, and the guards that both Nick and Caden insistent I have at all times. I'm not sure why because I can out run both of my guards. I wasn't to happy about it at first but I'm getting use to them being there. I used to hate beening alone. Now I'm hardly ever alone. Kind of funny if you think about it.

I get to the pack house and start to make my way up stairs when I hear Caden call my name. I turn around and see him at the bottom of the stairs. "Caden" I head back down as he comes up the stairs. When we meet up I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist. He kissed me and asked "Are you done training for today?"

"Yea, I'm going to go and take a shower."

"Dame I wish I could join you. I'm supposed to be in a meeting right about now. I'm late."

"Caden, Nick is going to kick your butt, not to mention mine too. Get going." I kissed him "I love you, Raven. I'll see you tonight."

He started heading back down stairs "I love you too. Hey Caden wait did you leave my laptop on yesterday?"

He looked at me kind of confused "No, I don't think so."

"Oh no big deal. See you tonight."

I headed to my room. I got there and open my door and again my laptop was on this time playing The Police
"Every Breath You Take" I stand there looking around abit. I get this cold chill through me. I hear a voice "Luna, Is everything okay?" I jump and turn and look at Jeff, one of my guards. I smile at him "Yea, I'm just tried. You guys may go now thank you." They bow there heads and leave. I close my door and get clean clothes out. I close my laptop as I head into the bathroom my wolf is on edge so I know somethings not right. I don't scents anyone in here with me.

As I go to get into the shower. I start feeling sick to my stomach. I sit on the edge of the bathtub. My heart racing. I take afew breaths then I start feel better so I finished my shower. I get out and get dress. I open the door and walk out and my laptop is open and there a song playing quietly. I look around the room and I don't see anyone. I feel so sick to my stomach again. I walk over to my laptop and and turn it up. The song that is playing is Nine Inch Nails - I Want To Fuck You Like An Animal. My heart feels like it just stop. I turn around and no one's there. I mine link Nick and Caden "Somebody in my room." I hear them both in my head but I can't make it out. Then I notice my windows open. I walk over and look out I don't see anyone. I close my window and sink to the floor just as Nick and Caden come running in. Both were by myside asking if I were okay.

"Yea, I'm okay. I think the person went out the window." I said my hole body shaking.

Nick pulled me into him, hugging me and Caden turned off my laptop.

I looked at him "I came out of the bathroom and that was playing and when I got to my room 'Every Breath You Take' by The Police was playing. I thought it just one of you."

Nick and Caden looked at each other then back at me I could clearly see the confused look they both had. Then Nick said "We have been in meetings all day. Neither one of us have been up here today."

"So I guess it wasn't you that turned it on yesterday either?" I said with a shaky voice.

Caden looked at me "What song was playing yesterday?"

"Clay Aiken, 'Invisible' "

Nick helps me up and I walk over to the bed but as soon as I go to sit my stomach starts to turn so I take off to the bathroom. Nick follows me in as I lean over and throw up. I try to tell him to get out but he comes over and holds my hair and rubs my back. Afterwards I feel alot better. So I get up and wash my face and brush my teeth. I go back into my room and lay down. Caden rolls the chair over and runs his hands through my hair as Nick gets a cool washrag. "Guys! I'm okay. I just freaked out to much. I'm fine really. I just need a nap."

Nick looked at me "There is no way we're leaving you alone after what just happen." Then Caden added "Yea, and we need to get her guards 24/7 a less we are with her."

I sit up "Wait, I don't need a babysitter."

Nick laughs "Their not babysitters, their guards, and it's for your safety. We're not going to take any changes."

"I'm not even going to argue with you about this because I know I'll never win."

They both just laugh and then Nick gets up Raven I have to go back to work, but Caden's going to stay with you." He leans down and kisses me. "I'll see you at dinner. I love you."

"Okay, love you too." And I kissed him again.

Nick left and Caden climbed into bed and laid next to me. I cuddled up to him and started to drift off to sleep. I hear faintly "I love you Raven. Relax I'm right here. I'll protect you."

And I did as he said and went to sleep.