Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 12 Weak

My alarm goes off at 6:30. I get up and go in the bathroom to take a shower and noticed the mirrors uncovered. I grabbed the blanket and cover it again. Telling myself to remember to take it off this time. My wolf growls at me. She don't see us like I do.

Then I get in to the shower. When I finish I quickly get dress so I can meet Alpha Nicholas at 8:00. I walk out of my room and down the stairs, now how do I get to his office. I stand at the bottom of the stairs. Wishing someone I knew would come. Next thing I know I feel a hand on my head and it ruffles up my hair.

"Seriously, You have got to be kidding me. I am so going to" I turn around and Caden was standing there with a smirk on his lips. His perfect lips. What I'm I thinking? 'Yes they are.' My wolf says.

He looks at me, and leans in to me making my heart pound in my chest.

"So what are you going to do to me."

Oh my goddess I can breath. I start backing away. "Wait I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." I stopped and looked at him. "Raven, I just want to talk to you. Please!"

I stood there for a minute "I like to talk to you too. But I have to meet Alpha Nicholas at 8:00, and I have no clue where his office is" I said nervously

He smiles at me, "I'll show you. I was heading that way too."

We walked down a hall, i look over he looks about as nerves as I feel. My wolf starts showing me images of his hot body, 'Your not helping' I snap at her,my face feel so hot now. We get to the end of the hallway, and Caden knocks on the door.

"Come in"

We walk in and Caden gesters for me to sit. Now I'm so nervous, Caden leans down and says something to Alpha Nicholas, that I couldn't hear, they both smile, and with that Caden walks out. Leaven me alone with the Alpha.

My hearts pounding so hard. I look up at him just in time for our eyes to meet. His eyes are locked on to me and it makes me bow my head. My wolf is wanting to summit to him, its like she see him as our Alpha already. I hear him get up and start walking closer. I nervously look up now he is right in front of me. He bends down and softly touches my cheek.

"You don't have to be afraid of me, I won't hurt you. Nor will I ask you to submit to me as your alpha. Alpha Kent will still be your alpha for now. I'm just hear to take care of you and protect you."

"I'm sorry Alpha Nicholas,"

"Nick! Please you can call me Nick."

"Oh okay!" He smiles warmly then I continued "Alpha Nick, I'm sorry that all of you were dragged into my mess. I will not be any more trouble and I would like to help out around here. If you let me. I'm strong and I know how to fight and I can help with rounds. Please give me a chance?"

He stands up and sit in a chair next to me. He keeps smiley at me. Then he takes a deep breath "I just don't understand"

"What?" I ask nervously

"How they could treat you like that. You seem sweet and your beautiful, why would any one want to reject you?."

I feel the pain in my chest at the mention of the rejection and tears start to form in my eyes. I turn my head hoping he won't see it, my wolf whimpers at the thought as well.

"Oh Raven! I'm so sorry I shouldn't of brought it up. I'm sorry please don't cry." He puts his arms around me. I feel his warmth and it helps calm me down.

"It's ok! I'm okay!" I take a deep breath, goddess he smells so good, and with that my face heats up again. He pulls away and I know he can see how red my face is now. Then his eyes changes to a dark color, and I know his wolf is starting to surface then his face starts to turn red too. I smile at him, and he lets me go and steps away from me. He runs his hand thou his hair,

"Can I please help out. I'll do anything. Just please let me help out. I don't want to be a burden on anyone."

Then he mumbles something I can't make out, but before I get to ask what he said he keeps talking.

"Okay! I'm going to have you train. We will be watching you so we can see what skills you have and then we will see where you can help out at. Your going to be training with our omegas, it's not that we think your an omega, it just makes it easier to keep an eye on you."

"Thank you! Thank you for giving me a chance. That was all I was looking for. I don't mind training with them. At home I didn't train with anyone I was always alone, I had to attend the training rounds thou. They were hard at first but I think I got pretty good." I smiled and struged my shoulders.

"We'll see about that! We do training rounds but its not mandatory. That is also when challenges are. Anyone that wishes can challenge anyone else. We have them twice a month."

"They can even challenge you?"

"Yes! If they really think they can win! Some have tried." He had a smirk on his face.

"Can someone challenge me or can I challenge someone else? I mean I'm not really a member yet."

"Well yes, you do live here. But I would have to approve it."

He gives me a consider look, "Are you having problems with anyone, or are you planning on challenging someone?"

"Maybe challenging someone!" I said with a sheepish smile. He lets out a little laugh, "And who might that be?"

"How do I go about getting it approved?" I said shyly

"I have to know who first, then as long as its going to be a fare fight. Then I'll approve it. So who do you want to challenge? Little Raven"

I smirk "Keegan!"

"Oh really! I don't think so, Keegan is very strong and a very good fighter. Actually hes one of our best."

"So you don't think it would be a fare fight, because you think he is to strong for me even thou you have never seen me fight." I stand up "Are we done here? I must go train."

"Raven" He starts walking over to me, I put my hand up making him stop. "Please don't, I will prove myself to you. May I go now, please?"

"Yes! You may go, but Raven, I didn't mean to upset you. I just don't want you to get hurt."

"I'm fine" I give him a small wave as I walk out.

'We will show him.' My wolfs says not happy at all.