Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 19 Spending Time

(Raven pov)

I was running though the woods, being chased, I try to run faster. Wolfs are everywhere. I try to get away but I was knocked down to the ground. He was on top of me. I started to cry and beg for help. But somehow I get away. I'm running when I see two figures standing there. I hear a voice "I'm here Raven, I'll protect you. Please chose us." 'Nick' I run to them. The closer I get the safer I feel. Just then hands reach out and grab me holding me back. I cry out 'Nick, Caden,' as I continue to cry, I feel arms wrap around me. "Raven, wake up. Your okay, I've got you. Please wake up"

Nick, I relax in his arms. I slowly open my eyes. He is looking at me with a worried look, then repeats "I've got you. Your safe now." He kisses my forehead. "Are you okay?"

I reached up and put my hand on his cheek. "I am now. Thank you!" I kiss him. We keep kissing, then his hand slides down my side and stops on my hip. He leans his body towards mine. I was laying on my back and now he was over me. We keep kissing and I could feel his excitement pressed against my leg. I started to get nervous and wanted to stop but my wolf was fighting me she wanted him and she wanted him now. I keeped telling her 'stop, not yet' but she won't listen to me she keeps kissing him. I start to panic, but just then Nick stopped and says "We can't do this yet. Trust me I want to. Oh goddess, do I want to, but we have to wait." He roles over onto his back. I lay there as my wolf starts to back off and I have more control now, I start to cry. I try to turn my back to Nick not wanting him to see.

"Raven, are you crying? Why are you crying? Are you mad I stopped? I just want..."

I roled over face to face "No, I'm glad you stopped. I mean my wolf didn't want to stop but I don't know if I'm ready yet! I'm sorry!"

He smiles at me "Don't apologize. I don't ever want to do anything that your not ready for, both of you. The last part was more for your wolf then you." Then he leaned in and kissed me lightly, and roles back onto his back

"Plus Caden should be your first, he was the one to save you. He was the one that was there. Don't get me wrong I'd love to be your first, but.."

"My first?" I sit up and turn toward him. I looked down at him "My first at what?" I said giving him a sheepish smile.

He looks up at me, "Well Um I mean your virginity." He said nervously.

I just smile even bigger and continue. "So, what your saying is your just going to give him 'my' virginity." Now he sits up and looks at me. The panic is clear on his face "Raven I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry. I know it is all up to you. I was" Just then I grabbed him and pressed my lips to his roughly. He let out a low moan. He layed back down, pulling me on top of him. I sat up on top of him, now I could feel his excitement pressed against my core, making me heat up.

"There are other things we can do."

"Okay" I said with a shaky voice. "Like what?"

He smiles and puts his hands on my hips and starts moving me around. Pressing himself against my core. I feel this pressure build in my stomach and I can't help but moan out loud. "Nick." He pulls me down and kisses my lips, and rolls us over without braking our kiss. He starts rocking against my core. "Oh, Raven."

I want to feel him, I start to take off his shirt and he stops just long enough to help. Oh goddess his body so hot. He starts to undue my shirt, but I stopped him. "I'm sorry"

"Don't be" He kisses me "Oh dame I'm going to need a cold shower!" He leans up off me, I stare at his bare chests. "You like it?"

My face heats up and it's got to be so red. 'Hell yea we like it.' My wolf howls.

"You can touch me. Don't be afraid." He rolls back on his back. I sit there nervously wanting to touch him, and my wolf begging me to. I reach out and put my hand on his chest. I slid my fingers crossed it when I notice he closes his eyes. "Are you going to sleep?"

"No! Just enjoying your touch. Keep going, I'll just lay here and you can do what ever you want."

We set like that for a while just talking and me feeling every inch of his chest and stomach. I played with his happy trail, and ran my fingers along his pants curious about what's inside. It's not like I've never seen one I'm just curious about his.

As if reading my mind "You can look. It's okay!" I start to undo his pants. I notice his breathing picks up and is a little shaky. I lean down and kiss his stomach and he jumps and grabs my hand. He looks at me "Oh! That will drive me crazy."

"So you like that."

"Very much so!" He lays back down and let's go of my hand. I continue to undo his pants and I try to see not sure if I should touch. I start to slid my hand in. He starts to breath heavy just as I wrap my hand around him there is a knock at the door. I pulled my hand away and he fixes his pants.

"You should go get a shower." He said giving me a kiss.

I smile knowing why "Okay!" I grab some clothes and head to the bathroom.

(Alpha Nicholas pov)

As she walks into the bathroom I put my shirt back on as I walk over to the door. I open it to see Caden standing there with a smile on his face. "So, How'd it go?"

"She is so amazing. I know what you mean about her feeling good in your arms."

"I told you. You needed sometime with her too." Caden smiles then continues "Oh yea! Their here, their getting settled in. We're all meeting in the conference room in a half a hour. Did you tell Raven yet?"

"No, not yet. When she gets out we can tell her together."

"Hey Nick I talk to the doctor if we mark her, we have to do it at the exact same time for it to work. The mating has to be close together too. To much time in between will make one bond stronger then the other."

It got quite as nether of us said a word, atil Caden says "Nick, I can't let her go." It goes quite again. Then I look at him. "Caden, me nether."