Beautiful (Under A Rewrite)

Chapter 1 Beautiful

What does beautiful mean? Why do people feel they have to judge others for it?

I open my eyes and look at the clock, "Oh shit" I say out loud. "I'm going to be so late" I mumbled to myself as I throw on some clothes and ran out of the house as fast as I could. I jump into my car and drive faster then I should but I barely make it to work on time. I have never been late and would like to keep it that way.

My name is Raven. I just turned 21 in October and my job is the only thing I have going for me. I work at a bank, helping people get loans and setting up bank accounts. It can be a bit boring, but it pays good.

I've had a few jobs now, like a store in the mall, and taco bell, Jack in the box, and even this little old dinner the next town over. But every time I start feeling happy thous three girls seem to come along and turn my world upside down.

When we were in elementary, we were all friends, but in middle school that all changed. They were growing more and more beautiful as the day went by. But I was different. I gained some weight and they started laughing at me. I've done so many diets and I've even started doing more training. But nothing seems to be helping.

Yea and what makes it worse is we are werewolves. Most young she-wolfs are skinning and beautiful. But like I said I'm different.

The trio is made up of, the leader is Lacy, then you've got Ella, and then there's Victoria(aka Vic). Lacy is loud and can be very mean, Ella is more quite and a follower. She joins in on the bullying but she is ok when Lacy and Vic is not around. And then there is Vic, Lacy says mean things and gets others to join in but Vic, she will hit and push you around.

There was this one time when we were seniors and Lacy was starting the same old stuff and calling me like every fat name you can think of and with the all the fat jokes. I looked at her and said "Aren't you ever going to grow up? It's always the same old thing out of your mouth. Yes I'm fat we all know that. Now get over it!" They stood there dumbfounded as I role my eyes and started to walk away. But did not make it far when something hit me so hard in the back of my head. I fell forward and role to my back just in time to see Vic throwing another punch at my face. Thank to all the extra training I've been doing. I was able to move just in time, making her hit the floor. She screamed in pain and I just smile. I flipped her off of me and landed on top of her and punched her in the face. Pretty sure I broke her nose. Just as I was going the punch her again hands wrapped around my waist and pulled me away from her. I turn to see our Beta Josh standing there, not looking to happy. He told Lacy and Ella to take Vic to the pack Dr and then pulled me along with him. I knew that he was taking me to see Alpha Kent. There is a rule about fighting around humans. I knew I was in trouble.

When we got to the pack house, I could feel the butterfly in my stomach and my wolf pacing back and forth. As soon as we walked into Alpha Kent's office I said "Please let me explain" He held up his hand and looked at me with dark eyes and said "You know the rules Raven" I quickly said " Yes! But if you just..." Was all I was able to say before he cut me off. He told me "You will be locked in the cell for 24 hrs " My wolf started to whimper and all could say was "Please" My mine went blank, and the next thing I remember was being pushed into a dark and cold room.

After that I never tried to fight back I just took whatever they sent my way and knew no one was on my side. I felt alone. It felt like even my mom was on there side. Always telling me if I would just lose the weight I could be beautiful too, and then I would fit in. But I never told her I didn't want to fit in here anymore. Part of me wanted to leave but my wolf was a pack wolf and she did not want to be a rogue. I wanted to make her happy no matter what. She was all I had!

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Sorry this is my first time trying to write anything. Not to sure about it so please be kind but honest. I this is who i see as Raven. What do you think?