Bottled up | thoughts

Anxiety??

Does anyone else get so super super anxious about being watched? Whether it's a small presentation or just to say two words on a stage, like you have to keep reciting instructions in your head so you won't mess up???

Pretty much me ^

My biggest fear would probably be failure, and especially to fail in front of other people, where I can be judged and shit

So like, I'm a Cadet (kind of like Girl Scouts but military-based) and I have to do this thing today, of calling commands in front of tons of people. I've been worrying and worrying all day, and people just think I'm a pussy. I just can't help that I'm terrified, though :/

And I'm so nervous I couldn't eat and I don't think that's normal...

Halp

Am I just an overly anxious person or is it ok

:( 3 hours left :((((