Bottled up | thoughts

Friends !

I read all the comments and it seems like a lot of people are confused on why all my friends are being bitchy to me haha

First off, thanks fo' the concern

But for those of you who want to know, I'll explain that I have a big friend circle where a lot of them are people I meet up with after school just to watch movies or to poke fun at each other, then simply say hi in the hallways at school. We keep busy with other people and don't have much in common, but we have fun sometimes.  When we don't get along for some reason I just shrug it off and we still stay friends. No bigz.

And we don't have sleepovers or have deep conversations etc, like you would do with your close friends.

Now those friends I call my real ones, and I have a handful of them.

You can even sort my friendships into levels: There's acquaintances, hello-in-the-hallway friends, childhood friends, close friends, okay-friends...and you get the idea.

Anyway, yeah I really don't like fighting with people I'm not close to in the first place. Even my best friends don't know everything about me, like in the movies with those magical childhood friendships where the friends spend every day together. Nope, they just know me better than the rest, or as close as we can get anyway. I'm a loner and I like to say I know myself the best. (Lol) Kinda pathetic but oh wellz

And I'm guessing I'm not the only one that handles friendships this way, like with an outer circle, and an inner circle, blah blah.

+ I hope this cleared everything up :)