MY GUILTY PLEASURE - A NIALL HORAN FANFICTION

Chapter 17

NIALLS POV:-

"Niall?!" I heard a girl's voice shriek. I put down my guitar and opened my bedroom door.

"Casey? What are you doing here?" I wondered, giving her my crazy look.

"Can I have just a quick word?" she asked. I nodded, and sat down on one of the chairs in the corner of my room. 

"Jess is broken inside. All of the boys have told their girlfriend's about the tour, how their relationship will work, blah blah blah. All Jess needs right now is for you to go talk to her, to assure her everything will be ok, that you won't find someone better than her. You need to be there for her!" she explained. I sat back, absolutely shocked. I had forgotten all about the tour. I hadn't forgotten about Jess of course, I mean she was my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. There wasn't a moment in my day where she wasn't on my mind.

"Thank you, for waking me up..." I whispered and she nodded and left the room. That gave me the perfect idea how I would tell Jess. WakeMeUp, i thought to myself.

JESS POV:-

I had had such a bad day at Uni, my teachers were really deciding to work me and plus Alison was fangirling as I was on the front of another magazine as the rumours grew stronger about our relationship and she knocked over the stand of organic flapjacks at work this afternoon. My boss went ballistic and we ended up staying overtime to clean up.

From: Niall <3

hey babe, can i come over? ly xx

To: Niall <3

sure thing, warning ive had a bad day, may be grumpy :(( xx

To be honest, all I wanted to do was crawl under my quilt and sleep but I couldn't refuse him seems as he had asked so lovingly. i went into the bathroom and groaned at my reflection. Hair sticking up everywhere, eye make up smudged, work clothes clinging to me. I quickly changed into a leggings and a plain vest and put my hair into a messy bun.

"Hey babe!" Niall said as I opened the door. He had his guitar with him? Why?

"Why do you have your guitar with you?" I said and giggled.

"You will see, just  you wait!" he said and tapped my nose. I went into the living room and flopped onto the sofa.

"The reason I've come over Jess is because i needed to talk to you. The tour is coming up, and I'm not going to sugarcoat it, it's nearly a year apart. I mean there is Skype and of course breaks and texting, but nothing will compare to when I'm actually with you. I had to show you how much you meant to me, so this is the best thing I thought of." he explained. I tucked my feet under my bum as Niall began to strum a few chords on his guitar. I soon recognised the tune. I loved EdSheeran.

"I should ink my skin, with your name

Take my passport out again

Just replace it

You see I could do without a tan

On my left hand, where my fourth finger meets my knuckle

I should run you a hot bath, and fill it up with bubbles,

Cos maybe you're lovable or maybe you're my snowflake

And your eyes turn from green to grey in the winter

I'll hold you in a cold place

And you should never cut your hair cos i love the way you flick it off your shoulder

You will never know just how beautiful you are to me

But maybe I'm just in love when you wake me up

And would you ever feel guilty, if you did the same to me

Would you make me a cup of tea open my eyes in the right way,

And I know you love Shrek, cos we've watched it twelve times

But maybe you're hoping for a fairytale too

And if your DVD breaks, today should have got a VCR

Cos I've never owned a blu-ray, true say

And I've always been shit at computer games and your brother always beats me

And if I lost, I'd go across and chuck all the controllers at the TV

And then you'd laugh at me and be asking me if I'm coming to be home next week

Then you'd lie with me till I fall asleep flutter eyelash on my cheek between the sheets

And you will never know just how beautiful you are to me

But maybe I'm just in love when you wake me up

I think you hate the smell of smoke

Always try to get me to stop

And you drink as much as me and I get drunk a lot

So we'll take it to the beach and walk along the sand and I'll make you a heart pedant

With a pebble held in my hand

And I'd carve it just like a necklace

So the heart falls just where your chest it

So a piece of me is the piece of a beach 

And it falls just where it needs to be

And rests peacefully so you just need to breathe

To feel my heart against yours now

Against yours now

But baby I'm just i love when you wake me up

But baby I'm just in love when you wake me up

Maybe I fell in love when you woke me up..." he trailed away, strumming the last chords.

We both sniffed and looked at each other. I ran to him across the room and he dropped his guitar and took me in his arms. We both sobbed freely with each other, knowing every second we spent with each other was precious.

"Niall i love you.." I whispered as we lay tangled together.

"Jess I love you..." he replied and I snuggled down deeper into his chest.

AN hope you guys like this, it took so long to write those lyrics! OMG never again hahaha its so hard to write lyrics rather than when you sing them!  hope this mushiness wasn't a bit too much of the cringefactor for you mwahahhaaa had to have it somewhere!

jess xxxx <3 love you guys :*