The Alpha's Affair

Isolation

Hazel Pov

I haven't left my room in 3 days, I won't even let anyone in except Caleb but I won't tell him why I'm upset, Jack & Buffy are apparently worried about me but right now I don't want to see anyone, Caleb is the only person I want to see because his the only family here that actually give a shit about me, I miss Emily, I miss Mum and I miss my step Dad, he was more of a Father to me than my real one.

I sit on the couch staring out the window, dark bags under my eyes, my face is really pale, I look sick. I stand up an climb up to my bed, I stare at the ceiling unable to fall asleep as I think about the past, all the good memories and bad ones. I lay their for what seemed like hours until hearing a tapping sound from my window, I jump off the bed an walk towards the window.

I look outside only to see Jack throwing pebbles at my window, what is this? Romeo and Juliet, how about we mix things up and Romeo can leave Juliet alone and they both don't die. I open my window "what do you want?" I ask annoyed "to talk, step back" He says an I do, he climbs up the side of the pack house and comes through the window.

"Why won't you leave your room?" He asks frowning "because I don't want to" I grumble bitterly as I collapse on the couch "why?" He asks kneeling beside the couch looking concerned "I don't want to be here, my Father doesn't want me here either, I wish that my parents were still alive" I said sighing as I shut my eyes "how did they die?" He asks curiously.

"Rogues, they both went missing for a few days then parts of their bodies were found in all different places in the woods, their heads were on the back porch of our house, Emily was the one who found them after smelling their rotting flesh" I said bluntly as I hold back tears "you can cry if you want too" He says an placed a hand on my shoulder.

I shrug it off an push him onto his ass as I sit up "I'm sick of crying, I'm sick of being weak and I'm sure as hell sick of you right now so get the fuck out of my room before I make you" I snarl viciously, he frowns standing up "look I know your going through alot but I wanna help" He says calmly, I stand up an he groans as I slam him against the wall.

I breath heavily as I glare hatefully at him, nostrils flaring as I roughly dig my nails into his shoulders "this isn't you, Hazel, please listen to me! this isn't you" He says croakily, I could hear his heart pounding in his chest, his veins bulging out as sweat rolls from his face mixing with tears, I blink an loosened my grip "what's wrong with me?" I ask terrified as I shake in fear.

"It's ok, calm down" He says soothingly as he gently pulls me into his arms "I'm sorry" I sob as I start to hyperventilate, he sits on the couch pulling me onto his lap as he rubs my back "I don't care, I just want you to be ok" He murmurs holding me tightly, I take a shaky breathe "I don't think I'll ever be ok" I said miserably, he sighs kissing my head "you will be, I promise" He says as I slowly drift to sleep...

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"Hazel, wake up" I hear over & over again, I open my eyes an stare up at Jack as we lay on my bed "I don't like to be awakened" I mutter bitterly as I shove my face into a pillow "your brother came in not long ago, he's really worried about you, Emily has non stop tried calling you as well" He says softly as he strokes my hair, I yawn tiredly in response before sitting up only to be pulled back down.

"Are you ok?" Jack asks sounding worried "I'm fine but I need you to promise me something" I said teary eyed as I curl up in his arms "what?" He asks curiously "if I ever hurt anyone, I need you to kill me" I said bluntly, he turns me around an looked me dead in the eye "I am not killing you, Hazel!" He says growling lowly, I caress his cheek "you won't have a choice" I said softly before I softly kiss his nose and turned back around.

"I won't do it" He mutters bitterly as he pulls me closer "Jack, I feel angry all the time, what if I hurt someone I care about?, not that there's alot of people I care about here" I said smirking slightly "who do you care about?, just so we know who to keep away from you" He says amused "well here at this hellhole, I care about Caleb, Buffy and you" I said shrugging.

"Ok well thanks for caring about the three people who won't stay away from you" He says sighing "kill me then, I'll kill you all if you don't" I said croakily as he nuzzles his face against the back of my neck "shut up, Hazel" He says annoyed, I turn in his arms "I'm sorry ok, I just don't want to hurt anyone else" I said gulping hard to stop from crying.

He kisses my forehead "just get some sleep" He says an I lean my head against his chest as I slowly fall to sleep....