I'm on my way home from marinas. We didn't talk much she just said the same stuff Blake did. She really likes him so. I pull into mine and Francesco's drive way when Blake calls me "hey." I answered. "Hey! I just wanted to talk to you when we weren't around anyone else. Does it really bother you?" "It doesn't bother me....its just weird." "But why?" "Because you're both my friends so I don't know....it just is."
"You never give a good reason." Blake says. "What do you want me to say? That I'm jealous?" "I mean, are you?" "Why would I be jealous when I'm married and pregnant." "I don't know..." Blake said quietly. Then I don't reply. "Look Lana, I just want to say, that I'll always love you so don't think that'll ever change." "As a friend though, because i hope you're not dating Marina if you're not over me." "That's what I meant." "Ok." I replied. "Ok. Well,goodnight." "Night." I said hanging up. God he makes me so mad. Saying he'll always love me and shit but he's dating Marina. If he hurts her I'll kill him.
I go back inside and don't even look for Francesco, I just plop on the sofa. "Lana?!?" He says walking out of our room. "Yeah?" I said. "How did it go?" "Fine." "Doesn't sound like it." "I said it went fine, I'm just annoyed." "Why are you so upset about this? It has nothing to do with you! Are you jealous or something?" "Really Francesco? Don't start with me about this." "About what? What do you mean! You're all bothered and I just want to know why!" He yells. I stand up then walk up to him "because they're both my friends and I've dated Blake ! And now they're dating it's just weird ok!"
"Ok but you're getting angry over it." Francesco said crossing his arms. "I just don't like it. I'm not angry." "So tell them!" "Oh so I can look like a crazy person? I'm married and pregnant but I don't want them to date, that's insane." "But that's what's going on. So you're calling yourself insane." "I just don't want them to hurt each other...because I care about them both. Then it's going to be awkward. I don't see anything insane about that."
Francesco walks up to me then sits down next to me "I'm sorry...I just don't get why you're upset and it bothers me because it makes me feel like you're jealous.." I sit up and wrap my arms around his neck then kiss him "I'm not jealous. There is nothing about Blake to be jealous about. I just was caught off guard. I love you." "I love you too." He smiled then holds my face and kisses me.
"We're going to be parents soon." I said looking down at my stomach "we have to cut the bullshit." I laughed. "We do. Parents can't fight over every little thing." Francesco agreed. "We're gonna be great." I smiled.
-Weeks later-
"Today's the big day." I Francesco smiled at me. "I know. I'm so nervous....and excited." I laughed. We're laying in our bed, it's 10:45 am, Friday morning. Today we're going to the doctor. To figure out what gender we're having. I am so scared....excited but scared.
We're waiting in the room at the doctors for the results. "God I'm so nervous." I said putting my hand on my face. Francesco gets up and walks over to me "So am I. I'm terrified...but it's going to be okay." He said holding my hands. I smile and nod then the doctor comes back in. "You guys ready." She said smiling. We both look at each other then grin. "Yes" we both said. "you're having a little baby-"
"Girl" "Oh my god" Francesco smiled squeezing my hands. I pray to god she doesn't turn out like me. "Fuck" I mumbled.
