The end of that part of my life.

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Previously
That's it? Fuck you?! Tell me why you tested me!" I said following him. He turns around fast "because I can't trust you! And I'm never going to! I tried and it's not working! Every time you leave the house I think you're going to fuck Jimmy, no matter how many times you say you're not! Because I listened to your song you recorded on your phone with Jimmy and it sounds really fucking good, because it's you two together! And at the end, something happened but I don't know what because I wasn't there! But you two paused and you were reminded once again how much you loved him. So like I said fuck you, for making me obsessed with you and not feeling the same way back." He said walking out the door and slamming it.

Blakes pov
I just left the house. Lana and I just fought really bad. I don't feel bad for what I said at all. I'm pissed but just mostly hurt. I'm over it. I can't keep doing this. I pull up to jimmys house, and knock on the door. He opens it and looks confused "What're you doing here?" "You win. You got what you wanted...Lana. I hope it was all worth it. Congratulations." Then I walk away."Wait Blake what do you mean?" Jimmy said following me "I'm done." I said opening my truck door "You can't leave her Blake. You can't do that" he said putting his hand on my door. "Why?!!? This what you both wanted, I'm handing it to you. So get the fuck off my truck."

"Because you're what's best for her Blake I know you don't believe her but nothing has happened with us since then..you're not only a husband to her but a father you can't leave her. She does love you Blake,she's told me many times, this isn't what I want for her. Not once have I told her to leave you." I just close my door and drive away.

Jimmys POV
"Lizzy?!?" I said as she answers her phone "yeah" "Blake just came over here!" "What?! Why?!" "He said I won, and congratulations and that he's done." There's a long pause "Lizzy?!!? Are you there?!" "Yeah..yeah I'm here, listen Jimmy I have to go." she said hanging up. "Lizzy?! God dammit!!"

Blakes pov
"So tell me what happened!" Byron says. We're sitting at his table. "I'm just so done Byron. She isn't the same. I can never tell if she's lying or not, being with her besides Amelia has only brought me so much shit, I can't handle it, I can't compete to Jimmy. I won't. I just went over there and told him he won and he's telling me that she can't live without me blah blah blah and I'm like why did you guys fuck then? Over and over? Why does she still need to be around you? She doesn't fucking need me! I haven't thought of one time where she said she's needed me. He said I'm the parent to Amelia yeah well Lana doesn't listen to any of my advice and that's right I'm only a parent to Amelia that's all me and Lana have in this relationship. That's it."

"Man Blake I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. That doesn't sound like my Lanz.." Byron says. "I don't know anymore. I don't know her anymore it feels like. We were better as friends. " "she's always told you that..". "I should have fucking listened." "I need to talk to lanz, I can't believe she's acting like this." "We both have been acting pretty childish and crazy, I just am done though. She's calling me right now." "Answer!" Byron says. "I don't want to talk to her." "Want to stay the night?" Byron asks. "Yeah. Thank you b." "Anytime my man. Anytime."

Jimmys POV
Someone is banging on my door, I run over and open it, Lizzy is standing there looking flushed and like she's been balling "Hey are you ok??" I ask. She rushed inside "where did he say he was going?!!" "He didn't tell me Lizzy, calm down" I said putting my hand on her shoulder, she pushes it off "No! I'm not going to calm down! He's leaving me Jimmy! Because of us. What did you tell him!" "I know Lizzy I'm sorry!" I said trying to hug her but she backs up "no you're not. This is what you wanted!" "No its not Lizzy! I told him not to leave you, I told him you love him! Lizzy I'm sorry."

"I have to let you go. You know I do." She said crying. "I know. I understand. It's ok. I love you." I said hugging her so tight. She hugs me back and sobs uncontrollably. "I love you." Then she walks to the door "Lizzy wait-" "Don't make this harder please Jimmy" she says..."take this. It's the promise ring I gave to you were 16...you'll always be my girl." she turns around and Tries not to look me in the eye and takes it. Then she walks out the door. Maybe it could have been different if we realized it sooner, that we couldn't live without each other. But now it's too late and she needs to do what's best for her family.

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