I just got home! "Welcome home Amelia" Francesco said rocking her back and forth. I smile and plop on the sofa. "It's good to be home." I smile. "I bet. I'm gonna put Amelia to sleep" Francesco said walking to our room. We already have the cradle set up. I follow him and put the baby monitor next to it, even though it's a one story condo. I still want to make sure I hear her. Francesco puts her down then tucks her in. "You should sing to her babe" "I don't know.." "Come on, she'll love it." He smiled. "Okay." I smiled at her "Roses.....Bel Air.....take me there
I've been waiting to meet you....
Palm trees, in the light, I can see, late at night
Darling I'm willing to greet you
Come to me baby
Spotlight, bad baby, you've got a flare
For the violentest kind of love anywhere out there
Mon amour, sweet child of mine
You're divine
Didn't anyone ever tell you
It's okay to shine?" I sang then kissed her. Francesco grins then puts his arm around me then we walk out. "You're doing so good already." He said. I hug him then keep my arms around him "I love you." "I love you too Baby."
Francesco and I are eating Chinese food at the table. "I'm gonna go have a cigarette babe,I'll be right back." I said getting up. "Ok." Francesco mumbled. I go on the deck and light up a cigarette,ahhhh I missed it so much. I'm really gonna try to stop but after all of that stress I really just need to have one. After my cigarette i go back inside and see Chuck "hey Chuck!" I smiled. I hug her then she says "so you're smoking again?"
"Man I can't have pills, smoke or hang out with anyone! Y'all are trying to trap me." I laughed. Chuck rolls her eyes "Babe you can do what you want" Francesco said. "Thank you" I smiled sarcastically "Well I'm glad you guys are ok." Chuck said glaring at Francesco. "Me too." "Where's Amelia?" Chuck asked. "Taking a nap" I said sitting back down "Damn Lanz you're like already skinny again" she laughed. "Yeah kinda I don't know how it happened but I'm glad it's happening." I grinned.
"I can't wait until we're active again" Francesco said coming up behind me,wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck,then I smile "Gross!" Chuck squealed. "I can't wait either" I said grabbing his face and kissing him. "Ok I'm creeped out." Chuck said covering her eyes then We laugh at her.
"So there's this party Father John Misty is having at his HUGE condo! I want to go. It'll be like my post baby outting. Chuck you should go with me!" "Oh god. I can't imagine how crazy his parties are! When is it?" Chuck asked. "Yeah it's probably going to be really crazy." Francesco added. "It's next Friday." "Ah! I can't. Keegan gets here Friday night and he probably doesn't want to go to a party."
"Awww ok. Well I'll ask Marina! She'll want to go." "I think you should go babe. It'll be fun. Plus it'll give me and Amelia father daughter time" he grinned. I laugh then kiss him.
Francesco and I are on the couch when the door Knocks "I'll get it" Francesco said getting up. He opens the door and sees Jimmy standing there, I stand up and walk over there, Francesco doesn't say anything he just steps out of the way. "What're you doing here?" I asked. "I wanted to come see you...and Amelia." He smiled.
Ughhhhh. I'm so happy to see him but I know Francesco's not. I look at Francesco and he rolls his eyes then walks away. And sits on the sofa holding his head.
"Well come in." I said stepping over. He walks in then hugs me. "How're you feeling?" "I'm good. I feel normal. Well let's go see Amelia." I said walking to my room. Once we get into the room I crack the door and turn to Jimmy "why would you come and not tell me!" "Because I knew you'd keep pushing me off. I wanted to see how you were doing."
"Because it's not a good idea! Francesco just took me back Jimmy I don't want to screw it up!" "I'm not going to do anything. I never do!" "You don't have to. " "I can't help that you can't stop yourself from liking me, I'm still your friend, I don't want to stay away. Isn't it tiring having a guy who's always dumping you then getting back together with you day after day?"
"He doesn't do that." I said crossing my arms. "He does. But whatever, she's beautiful Lana you should be really proud. I'll go now." Jimmy said. "Waitttt" I groaned holding his arm, he turns back around "I'm sorry. He just needs some time. Then we can go back to normal. Ok?" "Ok...whatever you want to do Lizzy I'll do." "I know. Love you." I smiled. "You too." He smiled back then walks out.
I sit down next to Francesco and rest my head on his shoulder "That was fast." "Yeah. He just wanted to see her." I said. "Marina is coming over tonight." I said changing the subject. "That's good! She hasn't seen her yet has she?" "Nope. I sent her a picture but she hasn't seen her in person."
After Marina came by, Francesco and I get into bed. She agreed to go to father John Misty's party with me. I'm so excited!! It's next Friday. It'll be fun to have fun.
Francesco's laying in the bed, I just got out of the shower, "you know what I want" I smiled biting my lip. "What" Francesco said smiling. "You." I replied walking over in just my underwear and bra. I crawl on top of him and start making out with him. He grabs my hips and holds onto them, griping me tight. "Mmm" he moans. He runs his hand down the front of my underwear and starts rubbing me I start to breathe heavily "fuck" I moaned holding onto his shoulders while he rubs me hard. "Mm I missed this so much"
