I wake up and turn over but Blake isn't there, it's Saturday so it's his day off. I'm going to try to do something with Amelia today, if she's up for it, she still hasn't talked to me much. "Morning baby" Blake said walking in with a plate. "Morning, what's that?" I asked yawning. "I went and got us donuts, I got your favorite sprinkle ones." He smiled. "Aw babe that was nice! Thank you" I smiled sitting up.
I take a bite of my donut and Blake sits next to me. "Is Amelia awake?" I asked. "Yeah she's in her room, she had two donuts." "Do you think she'll want to hangout with me today?" "Probably! Go ask." Blake smiled. I finish my donut and grab Blakes face and kiss him. "Mm" he smiles kissing me back. I laugh then get up.
"Ameliaaaaaa" I said walking into her room. "Yes?" She said looking over from her laptop. "Do you want to hangout with me today?" I grinned. "No, I can't. I'm going to Caitlyn's house,they're picking me up in 20 minutes." She said Foldijg her arms. "Are you spending the night?" "No I'll be back tonight though." "Ok. Maybe we can hangout tomorrow." I smiled. She nods then I sigh and close her door.
"Any luck?" Blake asked. As I walk into the kitchen. "Nope. She's going to her friends house." I frowned. "That'd be nice if she asked us." Blake shakes his head. "She did, she asked me last week I just forgot." "Good. How about me and you hangout today? We could definitely use it!" Blake suggests. "Ok! Sure. What should we do?" "Hmmm, well,let's go shopping, we should treat ourselves, then we can go to lunch." Blake smiles. "Okay! Let's go"
Blake and I got ready and now we're on our way to the mall. Amelia went to her friends house for today. She's definitely still mad at me but I'm working on it.
There's lots of paparazzi today. I Just usually ignore them and put my hand up if they're annoying but if they were ever nice I'd talk to them. Blake and I get out of the car, we hold hands and start walking towards the mall. "Lana how are you and Blake?" "Are you going through with the divorce?" "Lana we heard you called off your divorce is that true?" "have you talked to Jimmy?" "Lana did you hear that Jimmy got submitted into rehab by his friend for a mental and physical break down?" My eyes get big but I try not to react. Fuckkk. I hope it isn't true.
We get inside the mall, I take a few pictures with fans then keep walking. "He's in rehab?" Blake asked. "Im the last person who would know." I laughed. The last time marina checked on him he was fine though...I just texted him, I don't care who gets mad "Hey, I know you probably hate me but I heard you're in rehab..I don't know if it's true. Call me when you can."
Blake and I just bought a bunch of clothes! "How does this look?" I asked Blake walking out of the dressing room, I'm wearing a blue long sleeves dress. "Fucking beautiful." Bake said licking his lips. "Oh my god" I laughed. "You're so gorgeous baby." Blake said pulling me to him. "Thanks babe" I said kissing him.
"It's like Christmas" I laughed. We just got done shopping. "We deserve it. Well you do." He says. I laugh "where next?" "Lunch! I'm starving."
We pull up to a Mexican restaurant.
"I'm glad we spent time together." Blake smiles. "Me too." I grin. Then my phone rings, it's an unknown number. "Hello?" I answered. "Lana? It's Chris." "Chris?? Hey!" Chris is jimmys brother. Me and him have always been close, he use to help me out a lot with Jimmy when we broke up a while ago.
"I got your message on jimmys phone so I figured I'd call you back." "What's happening? Is he ok?" I said getting up from the table and walking to the restroom. "Andrew found him drugged out on the sofa, he rushed him to the hospital and now he's in rehab, I checked him in. He's gonna be there for 3 weeks or more.." "oh my god...fuck. Have you talked to him??" "A little but after he's submitted you can't contact him..we talked for like 30 minutes that it's it. Andrew said something about you, but I don't know the situation. Are you ok? What's happening? Have you been seeing Jimmy or?"
"I'm fine. We were off and on...and yes I'm with Blake. But I told jimmy I couldn't see him or hangout with him anymore, that it was over because I ruined my family enough already...it's my fault..I knew he relapsed but I didn't reach out to him.." I sighed. "Wow, Lana I knew you guys were friends still and that he's in love with you but I didn't know you were seeing each other seeing each other...shit."
"Yeah... I feel really bad. He took it so hard Chris,he asked me to marry him.." "what?! He asked you to marry him? While you're married? It isn't all you Lana don't blame yourself." "Yeah he did, he's always said he's wanted to but obviously not if he didn't ask me." "You guys just have a tough relationship..it's always been like that. Just don't blame yourself ok? I'll keep you updated."
"It's hard not too. But ok, thanks Chris I really really appreciate it." "Of course. Take care of yourself Lana." He said hanging up. I smile then walk back to Blake. "Who was that?" Blake asked. "Chris,Gnecco." "Oh, what did he say." "He just caught me up on what's happening with Jimmy...he is in rehab." "Ohhh. Okay." So awkward.
Blake and I just got home "you know what I need?" Blake asked. "What?" "You." He said licking his lips. I laugh then kiss him "ok but put this on first" I said handing him a condom. "Babe" he frowned. "You already know Blake" I said folding my arms. "Come onnnnn. I thought you said whatever happens happens, not trying to stop from happening." "If it breaks it breaks" I laughed. He rolls his eyes "fine."
