* Same night*
"So y'all are still living together?" Chuck asked. I'm on the phone with her a few hours after I talked to Francesco. "Well yeah, we're still married, he's just taking some time to relax. He wants to see how things are after the baby." "Oh okkkk. The baby is always going to come first, and it needs to stay like that." "I agree. But I think what's best for the baby is that both of her parents are happy and that she's in a happy environment."
"Yeah...I think you two will be ok, it's honestly just the stress you've never dealt with before.." "I hope so. I love him..he knows that he's just fed up." "I feel like he's using that as an excuse for his stress. Like that's so random?" "Well I think it's some of the Jimmy thing too. That just set it off I guess."
"Whatever. I thinks it's dumb but...whatever works for y'all." "At least he's still living here" I laughed. Then Francesco walks in "I'm gonna go to sleep now chuck, I'll call you tomorrow ok?" "Ok. Night babe love you." "Love you too!" Francesco walks into the bathroom and changes "what does Chuck think of all this?" Francesco Asks knowing I told her. "She just said whatever works for us."
"Oh okay. I don't want her to be upset with me, I'm really trying...to fix this." He said walking over to the bed. "I know. It's okay. I get it. I always said I was tough to be in a relationship with." "So am I." Francesco said. "Not really. You're pretty low maintenance." Francesco laughs. He gets in the bed "Wooowww you're sleeping in the same bed?" "I don't hate you Lana, I just need a break." "I know, I'm kidding. Well goodnight." I smiled. "Night"
I woke up earlier than Francesco and go to get us breakfast to go, at our favorite diner. I walk back inside our apartment and see Francesco watching tv "I got you something I said holding it behind my back." "I was wondering where you went." He said. I give him his bagel and coffee, smiling. "Thanks! That was sweet." "Welcome" I smiled then I sit next to him and sip on my coffee.
"I have to go get ready, thanks again for the bagel" Francesco said getting up. "Ready for what?" "I've got some things I need to go do." "Okkkk. Well I guess I'll see you later.." "Okay." He said walking into our room. Now what am I gonna do. Ugh.
I went back to the studio with Blake for about 6 hours straight. We recorded two songs. Now I have 3 finished. I haven't heard from Francesco, it's 10:00 pm now and I just got home, Francesco's on the couch "Hey" I smiled. "Heyyyy" he mumbled. I walk up to him and look him dead on "are you drunk?" I asked. "Yeahhhhh a little" he laughed.
"Where were you?" I asked folding my arms. "At my friends houseeeeee" Francesco said standing up "which friend?" "It doesn't matter." He mumbled. "Ok" I said walking to my room. Francesco follows me then comes up behind me in the bathroom and puts his arms around me. "I missed you" he said. "I'm sure." "No I did I really did" I turn around and fold my arms he holds my face and starts kissing me, moving his hands to my waist tasting the alcohol on his mouth I push him away "what're you doing Francesco? You just said you were tired of me."
"I'm trying to fix things" I want to fix things too...maybe this will help....I just want to make him happy. He starts kissing me again then we start making out. I wrap my arms around his neck, he starts kissing my neck slowly then bites on it, I smile then pull his shirt over him, I run my hands down his abs then un button his pants while he's kissing on my neck, he pulls off my shirt and pulls down my pants, I stand up against the wall, then we start f****** hard, I wrap my arms around his neck, he leans in closer and start kissing and biting my neck. "Ahhhh" he moaned. We look each other in the eyes and I smile, I know he's a little drunk but it doesn't matter he knows he feels a connection. I hold his face and kiss him hard and he goes faster "Fuckkkk" I moaned until our lips met again.
We're in the bed sleeping now, Francesco's arm is around me. That was the best night ever. I missed him so much.
I just woke up, I open one eye and look at the clock, it's 11:00. I turn over to Francesco and tap on his shoulder he groans then opens his eyes "Fuck my head hurts." He said. "Yeah mr, I'm only a little drunk." "I was. So about last night" Francesco said turning to me. "What about last night" "It was amazing. There's no denying that for sure." Francesco said. "Yeah it was. But I didn't know if we connected because you were drunk or..."
"Lana no, that's not why, we did. We always do, and I think I needed that." "I love you." I said with a tear falling down my eye. "Don't cry. It's gonna be okay. I love you." He said wiping my eye. I nod then get up and go to the bathroom and shut the door and cry a little, silently. I just want things back to normal already, and I want to have the baby, I don't know how much longer I can do this. Francesco knocks on the door then comes in, I wipe my eyes, and sigh, he hugs me and I rest my head on his shoulder "I didn't abandon you, I'm still here."
"It doesn't feel like it." I said. "Well I am. And even when the baby gets here I'm gonna be here, I'm always going to be, it's going to be like that now, we have a baby together, you're stuck with me." I laugh a little then stop hugging him and wipe my eyes "you ok?" He asked holding my arms "Yeah" I nodded. "I'm gonna go make us some breakfast." "Ok, I'll be out there in a second." I said. He nods then rubs my arm.
