Ashton walked over to me and he didn't look very happy. I could already guess why he was upset. I've always been scared of Ashton when he's mad, so instead of looking at him I just sat down on the couch and stared at the floor.
"Zoey. Why was he in here...?" Ashton asked. I was surprised that he seemed so calm. I really hope we can get through this whole thing without arguing.
"He wanted to explain what happened and I needed closure and I needed to know that there was a good reason for what he did, so I let him in." I told Ashton.
"And was there a good reason?" He asked me. I sighed and shook my head no. "Well what was the reason?" This use honestly something I don't want to talk about right now.
"If you want to know then you can ask him yourself. I don't feel like we need to be talking about this right now." I mumbled. I knew somewhere in the back of my mind that shit was about to get serious.
"YOU DON'T THINK WE NEED TO NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS!? ABOUT THE FACT THAT MY GIRLFRIEND LET HER EX IN SO YOU GUYS COULD KISS AND MAKE UP!? SO THEN YOU CAN JUST TOSS POOR LITTLE ASHTON AWAY LIKE HE IS NOTHING!?" Here we go.
"SERIOUSLY ASHTON!? DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT IF I WANTED TO LEAVE YOU I WOULD HAVE KISSED YOU BACK? LET YOU INTO MY HOUSE FOR THE WHOLE WEEK? LET YOU JUST RANDOMLY TAKE A SHOWER? DECIDE WHO GETS TO COME IN AND OUT OF MY HOUSE? NO I WOULDN'T HAVE! AND YOU KNOW WHY?! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ASHTON! YOU PISS ME OF SO DEEPLY BUT I LOVE IT! YOU'RE THERE WHEN NO ONE ELSE IS! AND RIGHT NOW WHEN I NEED YOU MOST YOU'RE STANDING HERE YELLING AT ME BECAUSE I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND WHY LUKE WOULD DO SOMETHING SO STUPID! BECAUSE YES I DID WANT TO FIX THINGS BETWEEN LUKE AND I! BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE I WANTED HIM BACK! IT'S BECAUSE HE'S FAMILY ASHTON!! Luke has always been part of my life, and I'm not ready to let go of the friendship we had. I just lost one of the most important people in my life and now one of the other most important people is standing here in front of me, making me feel like this is all my fault. We've been friends for so long Ashton and I'm scared... I'm scared the same thing will happen between me and you. And I can't lose you to Ashton, I just can't." By now I was baking my eyes out. Ashton's features had softened when he noticed how hurt I really am. He pulled me into a hug and just held me as I continued to cry.
"Babe, breathe please. I'm so so so sorry. I didn't know that this is how you felt. Im glad you finally told me, I'm not so happy that it was because of a fight bit I'm happy I know now. I honestly don't know what came over me. I had no intention of making you feel like this. I love you for trying to fix things but you can't fix everything thing. Sometimes you just goes let them fixed themselves or just never be fixed. But if it's really that important to you then I will really to Luke and sort things out with him. You won't lose, I can promise you that. It's gonna be really hard, and we're gonna have to work at this everyday. But I want to do that, because I want you. I love you so much Zoey. I'm so sorry." I'm glad that Ashton and I'd fight didn't last to long. It ended on a good note and now I think everything will be OK.
"Thank you baby. I'm gonna go take a shower and change then we can have a little movie night down here." I smiled at Ashton. He nodded his head and kissed me before i headed upstairs.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hey guys is me! Sleep deprived Zoey. It is currently midnight and winter break just ended so now my sleep schedule is all messed up. So I thought why not update my story. So now I'm tired. I already have the next chapters planned out. (There probably be a little sexualness in the next chapter.) OK bye!
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Someday~ 5sos (L.H.)
Hayran Kurgu"Luke i'm sorry...Please just go and make things better with your mum. We will be together again." I told Luke as tears started to fall from his eyes. "When?" He whispered. "Someday..."
