Tour day 1

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I just got into the bus after saying goodbye to my girlfriend Amy. She has her own shows soon anyways. The guys were all looking at me and I pretend that everything is fine.
"What are you guys looking at?"
Matt looked over at me and at my arm. Needle marks... But it's not what he's thinking it is.
"Your doing covers all of the sudden?"
"Yeah just had no inspiration to write songs so this was the alternative."
"Also what are those marks?"
"Oh shut up Matt it's my problem not yours!"
I said walking into the back holding my head into my hands. Ever since that day where my mom got sick I've changed. I haven't toughened up but I guess I'm stronger. Then I started preparing the set list for just something to shut the world out from my life.
SETLIST
EVER AFTER
ZERO
WHERE WILL YOU GO
FALLOUT
STUTTER
IMAGINARY (set up keyboard)
DESPERATE MEASURES
CELEBRITY STATUS
CROSS MY HEART
HAVEN'T HAD ENOUGH
(Solos without the band)
LOST IN PARIDISE
MY IMMORTAL
THE OTHER SIDE
BABY DID A BAD BAD THING
(Band comes back)
NO PLACE LIKE HOME
This should be a good setlist I hope. I went back to the guys and apologized for snapping.
"It's alright bro you have a kid coming soon and your mom it's alright to snap sometimes."
"Also the marks are from my anxiety medication so no I'm not relapsing anytime soon. Also I can show you guys the setlist I added in some other songs along with ours."
They looked at my little written setlist and they all smile at my song choices. So that's good. I laid in my bunk with my insomnia acting up...AGAIN! I basically stayed up the whole night just watching Netflix.

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