Imaginary light (a Josh Ramsay fan fiction) -Done with this part of chapters-

Harness fail

They eventually replaced forget me not with a solo of my choice. Thank freaking god! Today was the beginning of the Never say Die tour. I'm just happy to be back on the road again but something just feels empty. Like I'm lost in myself. Before the show began I put Veronica down to sleep so the crew wouldn't be screaming in my ear to calm her down. 

"Yeah I have to go make millions of fans happy." 

She cooed at me right before she fell asleep. Then I put her down and ran to the stage grabbing the guitar ignoring the chant. One day I won't be here so we stay the fuck together is broken. Then I walked out onto the stage in my white and black cape and light up guitar. Cause WHY NOT?! Everything went smooth until the solo. I never thought of what I wanted to play. All that was going through my mind was forget me not.....fuck it. 

"I'll need some help with this next song. This song...goes out to my mother who passed away not that long ago."

I played all of forget me not with tears running down my face but I didn't let the guys know that I'm not okay. Once we finally got to End of an era where I have to do flips and fly over the crowd. Right when I was about 6ft up in the air Melvin was yelling in my in ear.

"Josh the harness is coming loose they're lowering you do.." 

But it was too late. It fell off my body and crashing towards the floor. Right before it fell I grabbed onto the hook that attached to the harness and I hanged there. 

"Uh fuck...MELVIN GET ME DOWN!"

I still had the mic in my hand and I looked down at the people filming this stupid thing. But right before they lowered me down onto the stage my hand slipped and fell to the ground from SIX feet. The worst thing that I felt something piercing my throat but I landed face first so I couldn't tell what are my injuries are. 

"Josh are you okay?!"

That was Matt's voice and he helped me sit up. The fans got escorted out. 

"Your nose is fucked and well your throat uh can you talk?"

I took out my in ears now feeling the shock come out of my system. 

"M..."

I can't speak and I pointed to my throat feeling something from the wire system caught in my throat. 

"The paramedics are here you're going to be okay."

Once we got to the hospital as I can't hear Matt or the doctors assesing my injuries and I pointed to my ears. Then I passed out probably from all the trauma. I could see Amy on the other side. She's glowing with white wings but then she dissapeared.