Imaginary light (a Josh Ramsay fan fiction) -Done with this part of chapters-

Promise

Josh's POV

"Get out I don't want to see your face ever again!"

What is Lights screaming about now?

"Its not my fault that he died."

Wait Beau died? How long have I been asleep? For a while imparently.

"I love you..."

She looked at me like what the fuck I just lost my husband and I have his kid look.

"Are you on drugs Josh?"

I just shrugged. I don't know if I am on morphine or not. It feels like I am.

"I thought you said he could talk lights."

"I can...talk."

Lights just looked at me and just hugged me crying. I hugged back rubbing her back.

"Shhh it's alright we can fight through this."

Then I felt something wet that wasn't tears. I looked at my IV line just incase she pulled it out it was clear. I checked my underwear just incase cause you never know. Clear. Then Lights clutched her stomach and stood up as a splash of water dropped onto the floor. 

"N-No I'm not even full term yet!"

Then I didn't feel anything its like my brain went numb and I thought about when Amy's water broke. When she was still alive. 

"Josh?!"

"I can't feel anything I feel numb."

She looked at me in shock and in pain. I grabbed her hand for support. Then I pressed the call button for someone to come for her.

"Thank you..." 

"Just be safe alright?"

"I will."

She got wheeled to OB and I just got left behind. I want to go with her but I don't even know if I can walk.

"Josh I'm just going to change into new scrubs then I'll do a full nero exam and see if you can walk."

"Can I see Veronica?"

They handed me Veronica and she smiled seeing my face. She seems ok I guess she was better than I was. 

"She had less injuries than you."

"I can tell. Hey baby girl its daddy yeah we're fine now. We're going to be ok I promise."

That will be a hard promise to keep. But I will try for her