Imaginary light (a Josh Ramsay fan fiction) -Done with this part of chapters-

Vertigo (part 1)

A day before the end of the last crusade tour

I was feeling like shit today it just felt like the world was spinning when I wasn't. Which is a horrible feeling all together. So I still managed to get out of my bunk.

"Morning Josh what do you want to eat?"

I didn't really feel like eating anything at all but then the guys would think that I was slipping on those past eating disorders.

"Just a muffin nothing much."

"Also you look like crap. You okay Josh?"

"Yeah just not feeling that well. Must be the treatment."

I poured some coffee into a mug and grabbed the muffin closets to me as I sat down just hoping that the spinning will just fuck off. Oh crap I remember about five years ago I played a show with something like this.

"But you haven't gotten the treatment for a week. What's really going on?"

"Alright you are going to kill me for this Matt...remember when we played that show in NYC for the first time in 2012?"

"Yeah you were sick with vertigo while me and Mike went around in NYC. Wait don't tell me you have it again?!"

I just nodded eating a tiny bite of the muffin just to get something in me.

"Don't tell me this time you're playing the show again with this?"

"Yeah well if I just stay at my mic I'll be good."

"Dude if you vomit on stage tomorrow I'm filming it!"

I just sighed as I only ate half of the muffin as I started to go downhill a bit.

"Go lay down and face time Amy or something."

"What's wrong with Josh?"

"Well he got vertigo again for some odd reason Ian."

"Oh don't you start betting if I vomit on stage!"

"Thanks for the idea Josh."

Ian just started laughing as I went to go lay back down. Great now I put an idea into Matt's head!

"I bet 30 that he passes out on stage."

"Oh you're on Matt! I bet 50 that he vomits at the soundcheck tomorrow."

I just heard them betting and I gave Matt the bird as I laid down in my bunk and face timed Amy.

"Hey Josh you look like crap."

"It's uh vertigo if you're wondering."

"You can't seriously be playing a show with vertigo tomorrow."

"I'll see how I feel tomorrow it's a day off anyways."

I heard Melvin saying that we have to do an acoustic performance. Oh fuck my life so hard right now.

"I just heard look you can just sneak home because I got a surprise for you when you do come home."

"I'll be fine I have the guys here with me how bad could it be? And what kind of surprise?"

"You'll find out."

She hanged up and I looked over at Melvin.

"Today out of all days? I'll go take something for this."

I walked over to the bathroom holding onto something and grabbed a pack of gravol and took two of them.

"Well when do we do the acoustic session?"