Imaginary light (a Josh Ramsay fan fiction) -Done with this part of chapters-

Almost home

In the morning I was still so freaking terrified from last night. Amy woke up and looked at me.
"Josh you look scared what went on?"
"Jake died and so did my mom."
She kissed me trying to make me lighten up.
"You get to get out today after a transfusion so think of that ok? I don't like seeing you down like this."
"It's who I am and simkin gave me 10 months off so I could help you with the baby after he's born."
"That's great! I'm happy that you stepped up!"
I smiled and stood up and kissed her.
"This did cheer me up a bit."
Then my dad walked in on me kissing her.
"I thought you were dying."
"Shut up dad I'm hardened because of you and moms death! So just shut up!"
I snapped at him. All this talk of death gets me pissed but I guess loosing my three sisters besides Sara and my mom toughened me. I am made of stone.
"Your like your mother stubborn."
"I am?"
I sat down on the bed listening to him talk about me as a kid. When I used to be normal. Now I'm just a depressed toughened dude. Derek came in during the middle of dads story. And right at 7.
"So Josh your going to be getting a blood transfusion today where all the cancer paitents are so you can socialize."
"And then I will be getting out right?"
"Yes you are well after this transfusion dr Wilson will be handling it today."
"Cool hey dr Wilson."
"Hello Joshua now let's head down there now and Amy you can come if you want."
"I'm achually going to go get something to eat babe you want anything?"
I want to say no but I am hungry.
"Yes please uh Wilson mind if I go with her I'll meet you there I know where it is."
I got dressed and brushed my hair and seeing under eye bags from well no sleep. I walked to the cafeteria with her. She got toast and scrambled eggs and I got French toast and scrambled eggs as well and coffee cause I'm tired as hell. We sat down at a table eating our breakfast and talking just like a normal life. Please our life isn't normal!  After breakfast I walked with her to the kemo room where people get their kemo and I get hooked up to the machine and it starts sucking the blood out. Amy had to go do her thing in the bathroom and I saw a girl next to me with blonde hair.
"Hey I'm uh Josh."
"Hi Josh I'm izzy."
"Nice name so what are you here for."
"Stage four melenomia cancer Derek can't treat me I'm not like you."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be Josh I'll be fine soon. So what are you here for."
"Transfusion." 
I get transfusions because I was born with this weird ass blood disease that formed cancer cells. Yeah I know it's that weird! Amy came back and I introduced her to izzie.
"Hey izzy I'm Amy Josh's wife."
"He's lucky to have you."
Then my insomnia gave out and I fell asleep into a ball. This time with no weird dreams!