Grow To Love You

Chapter 15: André

"I want to come home," I cried as Drake sat on the other side of my screen. "I hate it here," Everything was fucked up. Just a few hours ago we were all great and happy, but now...everything was upside down.

"Nic...Nika, tell me what happened," He asked sounding concerned. I took a deep breath before I began to tell him what had happened.

"Ok, I just got off the pho- Who the fuck is she!?" I screamed, noticing a girl walk behind him around our age.

"Nic, I can explain," Drake started but I cut him off.

"No Aubrey, if I'm not good enough...it's over," I ended the call and slammed my body against the bed as I cried my heart out.

6 Hours Earlier

I was traipsing around the house with nothing to do. Life is so boring with out Drake or my brothers. If I were at home with Drake, we'd be having so much fun just goofing off together. But nope, I had to leave him and come stay here for a week. I sighed as my body hit the brown, leather couch in the lounge.

"What can I do?" I asked myself as my eyes scanned the room. "I just need something to do for about a half hour, until Micaiah and mama comes back," I sighed again as I let my eyes rest for a minute. There was a knock at the door. "Ugh!" I picked myself up from the couch and dragged myself to the front door, where I greeted my worst nightmare.

"Hi, my father sent me over to give this package to...Carol Maraj," He looked up at me after reading from a piece of paper.

"Nicki?" He asked in disbelief. "Wow, never thought I'd see your face again," He chuckled as he shoved the bit of paper into his jean pocket. Before he could say anything else I attempted to slam the door shut, but was stopped by his foot. "Come on Nic, talk to me," He asked in a daring way. His foot was still jammed in between the door and door frame, as I attempted to kick it out the way, so I could shut the door. "You do know, you gonna have to open that door to get your mothers package...I heard it is very fragile and high in price, would be a shame if your mother came home to find out how here daughter slammed the door in my face, causing me to accidentally drop this box and shatter everything inside," Even though I couldn't see him, I could tell there was a smirk plastered all over that dirty nigga's fucking face. I stopped trying to shut the door, instead I just made sure he didn't open the door anymore. "Oh Nicki, looked what you made me do," He gasped as I heard a thud and a few smashes.

"What the fuck did you do that for!?" I screamed as I whipped open the door. A brown cardboard box was laid on the ground beside him, it's contents wrapped in bubble wrap, falling out the opening.

"I would watch your tone if I were you," He warned. I shied away back into the house, shutting and locking the door. "You know...your mother isn't to smart lending me a key to your house," He spoke through the door before I heard a click and the door opened.

"P-please leave m-me alon-ne," I whispered as tear sran down my soft cheeks.

"Why? All I want to do is hang around," He smiled smirked. I back away as he came closer, until my back hit the wall; just my luck.

"W-what d-d-do you wan-t?" I asked a I slipped my bottom lip in between my teeth, trying to stop it from quivering.

"Don't be scared, I won't hurt you...much," He grinned before reaching out to grab me. I let out a scream before ducking and running up the stairs to my room. Obviously with my luck there is no lock on the door. So he came barging in, looking at me menacingly as he approached me. Both his hands were on my waist as he sandwiched me between him and the wall. His fingers slipping inside my trackies and underwear, swiping his finger through my folds.

"Don't worry, I'll get you nice and wet," He slid his fingers into my mouth. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move away because when I tried moving away, he shoved his fingers further toward my throat. I was to scarred to bite his fingers in fear of what he would do. Finally, his fingers left my mouth but only to resume their position in between my thighs. He slipped in one finger...two fingers. His fingers began pumping inside of me as I cried. Suddenly, he pulled away and ran out my room. Wait, what? It wasn't until then, I noticed my mothers car driving up to the house. I tip tied down the stairs and saw the front door had been shut.

"Hello André, what happened?" I heard my mother ask from the other side of the door.

"I came to drop off this package for you, but when your daughter opened the door, she slammed it in my face causing me to drop your precious items," André replied.

"Why would she do that?" My mother asked.

"No idea," He knows perfectly well why I tried to slam the door on him.

"I'll get her to come out and help you clean up," The door handle twisted and my mother and Micaiah walked in. "Nika, did you slam the door in his face?" My mother questioned as they took off there coats and shoes.

"Kind of b-" I started but she cut me off.

"No excuses, go out there and help clean up.

"Mama, he dropped it on purpose," I told her.

"And why would he do that?" She asked and I could tell she didn't believe me one bit.

"To frame me, he hates me," I told her as tears brimmed my eyes.

"Why would André hate you? You've never met before,"

"We met in New York!" I shouted.

"Don't you dare raise your voice at me, and that's not possible, André has lived here all his life!" My mother shouted at me.

"Well that's where we met and I'm not saying he's from New York!" It was the truth. I did meet him in New York. He was nice at first, but then he turned into a horrible monster.

"André, have you ever been to New York?" My mother asked him. That hurt, that really hurt. She will probably believe that monster over her own daughter.

"No ma'am, never left the country," He replied. My mother turned back to me and André gave me an evil smirk.

"Ma, he's lying!" I stressed.

"Nika, go up stairs," She told me before heading for the kitchen.

"He's a monster!" I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks. She turned back and marched up to me.

"That boy is nothing but a sweet, kind young man! Don't you ever call him that again," She shouted, pointing her finger on my face.

"That hurts...it really does...you believe a monster over your own daughter...a monster that hurt your daughter...I hate you," I spoke calmly but with so much emotion, before turning up the stairs and heading for my bedroom.

"Nika?" I heard a light knock in my door as I lay face down on my bed.

"Mhm," I heard the door open and close before a small body climbed onto my bed and curled up by my side.

"You ok?" He asked softly.

"Not really," I turned my head and wiped my eyes before looking into Micaiah's big brown eyes.

"Mummy make you sad?" He asked as I placed an arm around him.

"Yes, very sad," I could feel a tear falling down my cheek and a small hand wipe it away.

"André make you sad?" He scanned my face before his eyes rested on mine.

"Yes," The tears came again and Micaiah tried to wipe them all away.

"Nika,"

"Yer,"

"Where's the off button?" He asked as his small wet hands wiped my face.

"I don't know, why don't you try find it," I smiled. He always make me feel better. His little fingers began prodding and poking my body, trying to find an off switch.

"Nika, I can't find it and I look everywhere," He pouted.

"That's ok, not may people can find it, but if you give me a hug, I'm sure that will turn it off for the time being," he wrapped his small arms around my neck as I wrapped my arms around his tiny body.

"That turn them off?" He asked a minute later.

"Yes, for the time being," I smiled.

"I'm hungry," He told me. Normally I would go make him a snack, but I really don't want to come out of my room.

"You like M&Ms?" I asked him as I sat up. He just shrugged. I looked through my carry on and found my half eaten bag of M&Ms. "Try one," I held the bag in front of him and he reached in a took one. "You like it?" He nodded with a big smile on his face. "Don't tell mama though, ok?" He nodded again as he reached in to the bag, taking out 3 more. I let him eat 8 more till I thought he'd had enough. He came and laid on top off me, once I'd put the M&Ms away.

"Can I have some milk?" He asked innocently.

"Your going to have to go down stairs and get mama to make you some," I told him.

"But mama used to let me have some from there," He pointed toward my boob.

"Oh no, I don't have any, you're a big boy now so you drink milk out of a cup," I explained.

"Why don't you have any?" He questioned, titling his head to the side.

"I only get some when I have a baby and I haven't had a baby yet,"

"Oh, ok," He wrapped his arms around my neck, rested his head in the nape of my neck and I wrapped my arms around his fragile body. "I love you, Nika," His voice slightly muffled from my neck.

"Love you too, Lamb Chop," I kissed his forehead before falling asleep.

I woke up as I felt Micaiah moving around on top of me. "Lamb Chop, what are you doing?" I asked sleepily.

"Sorry," He apologised.

"It's ok, what time is it?" I asked him as I stretched.

"3...4...7," He read off my clock.

"Must of been tired, was asleep 'bout 5 hours,"

"Nika, mama say she wanna talk to you," He told me. She probably came in whilst I was sleeping.

"Could you go tell mama that I don't want to talk right now?" I asked him. He jumped off me, on to the floor and saluted me.

"Aye, aye Captain," He turned and left my room, come back a minute later with my mother following. "Mama said she need to talk to you now, I tried stop her but I couldn't, sorry," He pouted.

"Micaiah, go downstairs and watch tv please," My mother order. He looked to me and I nodded before he ran off out my room. "Nika, I-" She started.

"I don't wanna talk," I turned back to her and faced the wall.

"Nika, I'm sorry, but André is a really nice guy," Here she goes again.

"Not when you get to know him," I muttered.

"Just give him a chance,"

"No, he hurt me," I told her.

"How did he hurt you?" She questioned.

"It doesn't matter, you won't believe me any way,"I spoke softly.

"Why do you think I won't believe you?"

"Wow," I scoffed. "You believed him over me, your own daughter, do you not know how it feels? To have you mother believe some monster over yourself, her daughter? Well it hurts like fucking bitch," I spoke with anger.

"Don't use that kind of language around me," She warned.

"Why? So you have a reason to be mad at me?" I spoke with attitude.

"Why do I even bother," My mother sighed. "Should of got an abortion," I heard my mother mutter as she walked out my room. Now that hurt, that was painful. Feeling like you are not wanted I'd bad enough, but knowing you weren't wanted...by your own mother...that's something words cannot explain.

"Why don't we just send her back?" I heard a deep voice suggest outside my door.

"That's what I'm planning on doing, should have never suggested her to come and stay," My mother spoke.

"Ma, don't you think that's a bit extreme? She slipped up, we all do," I heard Jelani say.

"She told me she hated me, just because I believed André over her! Don't you think that's a bit extreme?" I heard my mother scream.

"Carol, calm down, she'll hear us," My father spoke.

"I just want that bitch gone," That was it, that was when I popped. I stormed over to my door and swung it open.

"I hate you so fucking much, you don't give a shit about me! I wish you were never my mother!" I screamed at her.

"We'll here's the best part! You're not my daughter!" She screamed back. Wait, is she telling the truth? Am I not her daughter? I don't know whether to be happy or sad. If she's not my mother...then who is? I shut my door and opened up my laptop to call Drake.

Hey!

Did you like it? Personally, I loved it! Comment on what you think about it because I just really wanna know! Anyway, Nicki was going crazy at the club, touching on the strippers and that lol! Did you also see BET Awards vlog? Poor Nicki cut her finger :( it was funny when she started singing that snack song and when she was running in slippers lol. Did you also see the Marie Clare is it? Interview behind the scenes? I think it's kinda weird she buys a toothbrush everyday. Did you also see Somebody Else video? I thought it was good, I expected it to be a little better but I still think it was good. Anyway, I've also posted a new book called Picture Perfect? It's a Nicki Minaj fanfic and it's mostly about her and her family and a little on relationships. Thanks for reading!