Grow To Love You

Chapter 39: Her

It was now Monday. I go back to college on Wednesday. This is the last night I can go out and drink unless I wanna anger everyone and definitely fail. Some guy is having a party tonight, I'm going with Freja. She's like my best friend right now. She's the only person I am always with. Also, she is the only person that knows about my depression...well kind of. The party started about 8ish but I'm going to Freja's in a bit. Her house is basically my second home. If I'm not at home or out, I'll be at Freja's. I felt my phone buzz beside me in my bed. It was Freja.
"Hey babe," I smiled.
"Hey," She greeted.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Was wondering when you was coming cod I'm bored!" She moaned.
"Haha ok well I'll come now. I'll be there in a bit," I laughed as I stood up from my bed.
"Good, love you, bye," She ended.
"Love you too," I smiled before hanging up. I grabbed my bag with my stuff in before setting off down stairs. Before I left I went down to Aubrey's room to tell him I was leaving.
"Aubrey," I called.
"Yeah?" He looked up at me from his desk.
"I'm going, I'll see you tomorrow," I smiled.
"Ok, be safe Onika," He warned me.
"I will," I've been starting to feel a bit better gradually. I still have times where I feel awful and sometimes for no reason. Overall I'm doing quite a bit better.
"Bye," I shut the door before leaving the house and making my way to Freja's house. Once I got there, I greeted her parents before heading up to Freja's room.
"Alright?" I spoke as I walked into Freja's room before dumping myself on her bed niece to her.
"Alright," She replied. "You got anything?" She asked knowing I bring at least alcohol and cigs.
"Haha yeah," I opened up my bag and pulled out a small bottle of vodka, a pack of cigs, weed, rolling pack and a few pills.
"Fuck! This shit makes me cum!" She moaned as i laughed at her.
"You're such a weirdo," I giggled before grabbing the weed and papers. "Do us some roach?" I asked Freja. She give me one after she'd finished and I began to roll the weed. "So who's party is this?" I asked.
"This kid, he's 19 and he's my cousins mate. His party's are always mad though," Freja informed me.
"Decent," I tossed the rolls into my tin bad put it in my bag. "College is gonna drag so fucking much," I groaned.
"I know, thank fuck we go to same college though...I can't believe we never saw each other though," Freja sat up and let back against the wall.
"I know, I hope we have frees together...what you doing anyway?" I asked.
"Health and Social full time so I'll have 15 hours a week. What you doing?" She asked me. Failing is what I'm doing.
"Law and English," I replied.
"Decent," I moved up beside her and rested my head on her shoulder. We sat in silence for a few minutes. I like this. I like just sitting with her even if we aren't talking. Just sat relaxing doing nothing. "You have depression don't you?" Freja spoke quietly as she stroked me hair.
"Yeah," I whispered. I'm not surprised she guessed.
"I love you, you know that. No matter what," She kissed my forehead.
"I love you too," I replied. I do love her. She's been amazing to me. She's accepted who I am in my most fucked up time in my life. You can't not love someone for that. That's like not being nice to someone who's been nice to you the entire time you've know them. "I wanna do something for you," I whispered before moving from her.
"You do?" She smirked, knowing what I was talking about. I pulled her so she was laying down and began to kiss her, getting moans in response. "You the only person that can please me in a way that makes me what you to stop but keep going cos it's so good," She spoke in between moans as I removed her clothes.

Sorry it's been so long. I smashed my phone and only just got it fixed today. Just thought I'd post this for you guys. It's not the full chapter, I'll post that once I've finished