Naylene's Book Of Poems

Maddie, My Angel

(This poem is about Suicide, I furthermore do not care about this poem for personal reasons but if someone can relate to that then I'm happy) 

I'm trying not to let the tears slip out of my eyes,

I want to do you justice,
I want to write the most beautiful poem about how you were so amazing but This isn't amazing, Maddie.

This isn't beautiful.

This is not happiness.

This is not what you stood for.

You stood for happiness and smiles.

Maddie, Why'd you do it?

Everyone's crying, Angel

Why couldn't you have stayed? Did you tell me to not blame myself?
I can't help but think that maybe, I could have saved you.

Somehow..Somehow.

You were never the same after your sister's death and we were all heartbroken,

We all cried like it was raining but not outside, no,
It was raining on our faces.

I never got to meet you and now you're gone.

I can't stand it, The tears won't stop flowing down my face.

Maddie, Don't let it be true.
you can come back, I won't be mad, I promise,

Please be alive. Please, I'm begging you,
I can't lose you too,
You said i wouldn't lose you, Maddie.

Please, No. Don't leave me, Don't leave us.