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I have the tendency to overthink things which complicate everything and i want to stop, I wish i could stop thinking because it always ends up with me crying or my hands shaking because of what could be. I feel scared, I don't know why but maybe i do. I love you and I'd do anything to beat this distance but i'm just scared, scared that somehow i'll fuck up or how i won't be able to pass school again, I don't want to go to school, I'm just scared, scared that you'll notice my shaking and that it'll remind you that i'm not perfect and maybe you won't want me anymore. I've had so many people break my heart and leave me but, I want this to work out so bad. I want your hands to wrap around me and assure me that everything will be okay and that you won't let me go because i love you so much and i don't want anyone else. Please, don't drop me because i'm giving you my heart and everything i have to give and i know you would treat it carefully. I'm scared that something will happen or i'll do something to screw this up, I really want to meet you and i'm sorry for being like this, I always overthink things and it ends up causing oroblems so i'm sorry about this. I'm trying my best because you deserve that and i just want to apologize for being broken, I am sorry and i hope this will work out, I love you, 


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