My Heart

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I hate my heart,

It can't seem to make up it's own mind about who to love.

I guess I fall in love with people who actually care now-a-days,

I remember i liked you and so did she

so i locked my feelings in a cage and threw away the key.

I meant to find it, i knew where it was but forgot where i threw it,

Now, like cleaning up your room, i found it again.

Realized i still care abut you and i'm scared i'll hurt you and

i wish my heart was not so confusing,

A friend mentions you and i can just tell,

She likes you and maybe you like her too,

I got jealous and felt bad because why am i jealous?

You aren't mine and i don't think we'd ever date,

I'm sorry,

I just want to be able to be there for you when you need someone.

Heart,

please,

Get your shit together.


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