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Poesia

I apologize if you can't see the full cover of it. This is where i'll be keeping my poems. I hope you enjoy it. [Naylene]

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by Thegirlnevernoticed

by Thegirlnevernoticed

I'm scared

I'm sososososossosoososos scared

You're going into the military,
And I'm so god damn worried.

You aren't even gonna be fighting but I'm close to crying,
You said you'd always come back,

You'd always be there for me.

What if you forget me?

What if something happens?
What if you get shipped out early?
What If.
What If.

What fucking if.

I'm so close to crying,
i feel like you're going to leave me like everyone else i've known has,

pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease don't,

I care for you so much,
I don't remember the last person i've been so close to like i am to you,

And if i can recall,

They left me,

And i don't want that to happen again,

I want you to talk to me, still,

I want to play Destiny with you,

I want to videochat you,
I don't want you to leave,
I want to be happy for you,

You say you leave in around 7 months,
But all i'm thinking is

You're leaving.