Naylene's Book Of Poems

Answer Me

I have to wonder,

Am i really getting better?

I got depressed because someone i love passed out,

That couldn't be helped.

Who gets depressed over someone not talking to you?

I'm sick and then i took some medicine to help my illness

but then i got sick again.

How do i know if i'm getting better?
Is it because i'm not as suicidal anymore?

But that's not exactly true,

I still want to die sometimes.

And i'm trying,

I'm trying to learn how to recover and get better,

But i can only do so much.

The panic attacks are less frequent,

Depression is still here but not as bad as it was,

Things take time is the saying,

The urges are lower,

The symptoms i see show i am getting better,

But why am i so quick to overthink it?

Why do i get upset over the stupidest things?

I have so many god damn questions and little to no answer,

God someone help me,

Answer me