Naylene's Book Of Poems

Fuck You

I'd just like to say a big fuck you to my old best friend, She was someone who actually made me feel better and now we're not friends anymore because of something she couldn't fucking understand.

You saw me sob in your house, I was crying so hard that i couldn't breathe and you kicked me out of your house and said you didn't hate me. You said you needed time which i gave you but fast forward 4 days and you still weren't talking to me, The guy wasn't talking to me and i didn't want to talk to him, I was on the edge wanting to take my own life and i tried to talk to you but it didn't matter, I didn't matter anymore right?

I unfriended you for my own mental health so go ahead, believe whatever you fucking want. Hope you're happy now, I'm sorry for also being there for you and actually crying over you, I thought we were fucking fine but apparently not. I hope you have a good life you know, I actually did care about you.

I can already imagine us passing each other at school and you'll look at me pure hatred but don't worry, I'm broken and depressed, You broke me. Watch me slowly decompose myself into tiny pieces, I won't make eye contact with hardly anyone because who needs friends when they can leave you broken and fucking hurt inside?

My dad's still the same, Always the arguments but i bet you'd laugh an want him to hurt me even more since you hate me so much. Some nights i contemplate killing myself and if i came on the news, Your parents would probably come to my funeral but you'd blank-eyed say you weren't gonna go. Maybe you'd lie and say you were sick or something but anyways, Thought i'd let you know you fucked me up.