Naylene's Book Of Poems

The Future?

My news feed on Facebook is filled with people graduating this year,

And most of them are people I know and care about and,

I'm happy for them, I am,

But I'm not sure about the future; I didn't even think I would have gotten this far in life.

I feel so inadequate,

like what i'm doing here is nothing,

that I'm actually not doing anything;

That i'm weak for going into a program because I couldn't further in regular classes.

And I'm scared about the future,

What if I don't make it?
What if i can't function in society?

I don't know what to do,

And I feel like everything's going so fast,

I'm not prepared for the future,

I don't know what to do,

I'm so scared of this life and I'm not sure what I'm going to do.