Blue Flower

Chapter 9

-Chester-

Right before my very eyes, I saw how Andrew passionately kissed Reese. I was nailed on my position while every emotion inside me was building up into a wavering climax. This was insane, an unusual feeling that I myself should never feel. Or maybe I just have to talk to myself to find out who I really am…

I shook my head and calmed myself.

“Hey Chester!” Andrew said as he looked at me.

I smiled, trying to hide the tingling yet crazy feeling.

“Hi.” I said.

“Join us.” Reese invited.

I was a little hesitant. I didn’t want to ruin their privacy; neither have I meant to do it. With my sketch pad and pencil, I just want to spend some time to make an artwork and write a poem. But now, I think I found my inspiration to do what I was ought to do.

“Uh… I think I have to sleep. It’s getting late.” I answered and turned my back on them. I heard Reese mumble “okay.” Then it all went smoothly.

From the corner of my eye, I saw Andrew hold Reese had, softly and carefully.

I was alone in my room, digging over what had just happened a while ago. It was kind of devastating and embarrassing for me. My heart pounded uneasily under my chest. I was beginning to feel electrical currents that almost tore my veins out. My inner self shouted this was forbidden while my heart told me to go on.

I groaned in frustration as I got up. The sketch pad was lying on the table, and I realized I was holding the pencil. I grabbed it and started sketching. Pouring my emotions, I focused on what I was doing.

I ended up with a sketch of a hand holding a piece of broken heart. Droplets of blood came oozing down. And a poem below went this way:

Once upon a broken heart

Got broken in one shot

Thought it was cold but hot

Now this thing is meant to rot

Don’t care how it feels

You got me head over heels

Don’t know how to feel

When all of me

You have already killed

So sorry, now I’m facing you

You lay your eyes on me

While I shyly look at you

And say “I love you”