Let Me Go (RaStro) (Lesbian Romance)

Chapter 1 - My Cage

Glaiza's POV

Why do I have to be born if I have to suffer fear... why do I have to exist if death awaits my end...

Ito ang laging nasa isipan ko... lagi akong nakakulong sa apat na sulok ng aking kwarto ... 6 na taon na akong ganito... only my Grandmother is allowed to talk to me...

By the way I'm Glaiza De Castro... Please don't ask anything about me... coz even I, have forgotten...

I have no parents... there already gone... I never gone to school for 6 years... I stayed home but I am not an idiot... I have this library that can provide me knowledge... I really don't think that school is necessary for me... kahit na may ari ng isang school si Lola Georgina... I just can't stand walking around with people... I don't want to have any contact with them... I easily passed out with that happens...

Oh yeah... I have this syndrome that I can't even understand... Haphephobia...

Haphephobia is a rare that involves the fear of touching or of being touched.

I don't know why but it makes me sick when someone tries to touch me or even rub their skin against me... the fear makes me weak... nightmares are all over me... di ko alam kung bakit... I think I forgot something... but I don't know what it was...

LOLA: Glaiza... gising ka na ba...

GLAIZA: Lola...

LOLA: Dala ko na ang almusal mo...lumabas ka na dyan... ng maarawan ka naman apo...

Agad kong binuksan ang pinto... ngunit di gaano... only half of my body is exposed... di ko pa kayang lumabas hanggat di nasisigurado na si Lola lang talaga nasa labas...

GLAIZA: Lola...

LOLA: lets go Iha... wag kang mag alala...si Butler William lang ang nasa labas... halika na... kumain tayo ng sabay sa veranda...

GLAIZA; Sige po...

Dala dala ni Lola ang tea at breakfast ko ng bigla syang mapasandal sa pader...

LOLA: Ughhh...ohhh God...

GLAIZA; Lola...

Ughhh...muntik ko ng alalayan si Lola but then... di ko nagawa dahil sa takot kung humawak ng iba... I just shouted...

GLAIZA: Butler William...tulong...

Agad ko namang narinig si Butler William...paakyat...

WILLIAM: Madam... Young Master ako na po dito...

GLAIZA: Dal...hin...mo...si Lola...sa kwarto...

WILLIAM: Opo... wag na po kayong mag alala...

GLAIZA: Sa...salamat...

Dinala ni Butler William si Lola sa kwarto nito...mahimbing din itong nakatulog... dun lang ako sa tabi nya at pinagmamasdan na kahit anong oras mawawala na sya sa akin...ang tanging taong nakakaintindi ng aking kalagayan...

There are secrets in this world na di ko maintindihan... madaming nawala sa aking ala ala 6 years ago... Lola is keeping them... she's handling the burden of these pains for me...