It takes two (Harry styles)

Chapter 21

Riley's P.O.V.

I finished telling harry when I did the cuts. I looked at him and watched his eyes fill with tears. He wasn't saying anything so I walked over to my bed and took out my phone. I looked at twitter and what I saw made my eyes fill up with tears. This is what I saw:

"Riley is such an attention whore"

"Why doesn't Riley go kill herself."

"She's such a slut, harry can do so much better."

"No wonder why harry cheated on her she's so ugly, and fat."

I saw enough. I threw my phone on the floor and ran into the bathroom and started sobbing. I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Why am I still alive?" I asked myself. I know I promised I wouldn't cut but I'm sick of suffering. I just want to end it all. End my life. I took the blade and started making cuts. I will do 7 or 8 and then go back over them and make them deeper. Eventually I will hit a vein and it will all end. I did 8 cuts on each wrist I was about to go over a cut that I could see a vein.

"Goodbye, everybody. I was about to cut it when the door bursts open. I looked up to see Harry and Sam. Both of them had tears streaming down their face.

"You promised" Sam said sobbing. "I told you I wouldn't be your friend riley. Yet you still did it, I'm done" she was about to walk out but I grabbed her wrists.

"Sam please don't go! I can't do this without you! You are the only reason I'm still here because you talk me out of it. If I don't have you, no one will talk me out of it and I really will do it. Your the only reason that I haven't done if yet because you find me and stop me. When I think of doing it, you won't be there to find me and to stop me. Please Sam stop!!!" I said sobbing. She just stared at me dead in the eyes. "Please don't go! You don't understand, go get my phone and look at my twitter." She went into my room and looked at my phone. She looked up at me and I saw a tear falling down her face.

"Riley you can't listen to them. I will never leave you but why do you keep doing this?"she asked me.

"It's my only release." I said.

"No it's not. You can talk to me or harry."

"I will certainly not talk to harry. Why did you do it?" I asked him looking him dead in the eyes.

"Management told me to go out and find a girl. They didn't approve of you dating me so they wanted me to break your heart." He said ashamed.

"You didn't have to do it."

"They said for me to do it or I'm out of the band. Will you please forgive me?"

"Harry I'm not going to come back running to you like I always do. I'm not going to forgive you that easily. You need to gain my trust back which isn't going to be easy because you've broken my trust twice."

"I will" he said.

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I've been really busy guys. Sorry guys. I won't be able to update a lot next week because of the Barnstable county fair! I work there so I will be there all day. Thanks for reading!!!

Hannahxxx