It takes two (Harry styles)

chapter 79

Riley's P.O.V.

I stood up.

"you what?" I asked still not believing my ears.

"I'm sorry Riley, I was drunk and I didn't mean to. you know what alcohol does to me."

"then why do you drink it? just because you were drunk Harry, doesn't mean you can cheat on me. " I said staying calm.

"your overreacting right now." my blood started boiling.

"I'M overreacting?! Harry you cheated one me! you had sex with another person that wasn't me! Harry I can't do this anymore." I got my coat and walked out the door.

Lilli texted me her address earlier. that's where I'm going. once I got to her house I knocked on her door. the door swung open and Lilli looked at me confused.

"what's wrong?! here come in." I walked in.

"do you want something to drink? water or tea?"

"tea would be great thank you." I say down at her dining table. tears were still rolling freely down my face. she grabbed our mugs and came over and sat down with me.

"what happened babe?"

"Harry cheated on me." I choked out. "and then he said I was overreacting.

"what an asshole. he doesn't deserve you."

Harry's P.O.V.

she's overreacting. she blew this so out of proportion. my thoughts were interrupted when there was a knock at the door.

I opened the door and saw Lexi standing there. yes, she's the one I cheated on Riley with. she was holding a bottle of vodka.

"wanna have a drink?" she purred.

"no, not after what happened last time."

"it's just one drink." I gave in and let her in.

we have now finished two bottles of vodka and I am drunk. me and Lexi are making out. she's only in her bra and underwear and I'm in my boxers.

Riley's P.O.V.

I'm driving home. Lilli helped me feel a lot better. I parked the car and got out. I walked to the door and opened it. I need to talk to Harry about this.

I heard noises in the living room, so I'm assuming he's in there. I walked there and my heart broke at the sight in front of me.

Harry and Lexi were making out half naked. I stood there shocked. Harry pulled away and turned his head and looked at me. his eyes went wide and he quickly stood up. he tried to grab my hand. I jerked it away.

"no Harry. you can't even say that it wasn't what it looked like because it was. there's no explaining this time. I'm officially done." I ran upstairs and grabbed a suit case. I threw all of my stuff in. then I realized I have nowhere to go. I stopped packing and took everything back out again.

I know I'm gonna regret this but I need to. I went to the bathroom and made one deep cut on my wrist.

I can't get it to stop bleeding. so I decided to call Lilli.

"hello?" she answered.

"I need you to come over now!"

"what's wrong?!" she panicked.

"it won't stop!"

"I'm on my way!"she yelled. I was crying hard. there was blood everywhere. there was a knock at the door.

"who is it?" I asked.

"it's Harry."

"go away! I don't want to talk to you!"

"please open up."

"no"

"get away from her Harry!" I heard Lilli yell. "babe open up." I opened the door. she walked in and helped me.

after...

"Riley i need to talk to you."

"okay"

"I cut earlier. I talked to our councilor. I told her everything. I knew you were gonna cut so I told her. she wants to admit us in a mental ward."

"a mental ward?! that's where crazy people go."

"it's just because we are suicidal. we get to be roommates."

"do we even get a say in this?" I asked.

"no we leave in two days." a tear rolled down my face. "Riley no matter how mad you are at Harry, you need to tell him."

"okay, I'll tell him now." I got up and waked downstairs. I walked on the living room and saw Harry sobbing.

"I'm so fucking stupid! I can't believe I did this to her! I hate myself." he talked to himself crying harder. he was shaking violently. I walked up to him and put my hand on his shoulder. he looked up at me and he started crying harder. "I'm so sorry!" he sobbed.

"okay Harry let's put that aside for right now. I need to tell you something."

"okay." his voice cracked.

"Harry after I ran away I cut and Lilli the girl I've been talking to told our councilor. she's admitting us into a mental ward because we are suicidal." I said waiting for reaction.

"w-what? if I didn't fucking cheat on you then you wouldn't have cut and you wouldn't have to go there." he cried.

"listen Harry, this is good for not only me but for you too. it will give you time to figure your stuff out. it will be good for us. we will get some time to ourself."

"are you breaking up with me?" he asked in barely a whisper.

"Harry I need to focus on getting better right now. I've had a lot of stress lately which has made me more depressed."

"so you are?" he asked.

"yes, Harry." I sighed.

"why?!"

"because you screwed this up. because of this I did cut."

"that's not my fault that your fucked up!" he screamed. i know he didn't mean it but the words are sticking to my brain. I bit my lip trying to hold back the tears. I didn't let him say another word. I ran upstairs sobbing. I opened my door and saw Lilli standing there with her arms open. I ran into them and cried on her shoulder. I sobbed.

Harry's P.O.V.

as soon as those words left my mouth I quickly regretted them. she quickly ran away with tears falling down her face. I walked up the stairs. I was about to knock on her door but I stopped when I heard them talking.

"I guess I'm just not good enough for him." Riley says. "I've never been good enough. and what he said was true. I am fucked up. I always will be." she sobbed. "Lilli to be honest with you, you are the only reason I haven't committed suicide."

hearing her say that broke my heart in half.

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