Chapter 65

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Riley's P.O.V.

Beep beep beep.

My eyes fluttered open. I looked at my surroundings and realized I was at the hospital. but why? i looked next to me and saw a curly hair guy with mesmerizing green eyes staring right through my dull green ones.

"Riley, your awake." he said plainly. Who's Riley? is that my name? it must be. "I'm so happy your awake!" he exclaimed standing up. he tried giving me a hug but I slapped him across the face.

"Who the fuck are you?" I asked.

"I'm Harry." I looked at him confused. the name doesn't sound familiar.

"I'm sorry but I don't know who you are." he nodded, a tear falling down his face.

"Ah Riley, your awake" there's that name Riley again. it must be me. "I'm doctor Glared."

"Why am I here?"

"Well Riley, you got in a car accident. you hit your head pretty heard which caused you to have memory loss." oh that's why I don't remember anything. "your heart stopped 2 times during surgery. your lucky to be here." I smiled warmly at him.

"How long till she gets her memory back?" the curly haired guy asked. Harry is it? I tried to remember. yeah it's Harry! The doctor didn't know what to say. "is she ever going to get it back?" harry asked another question.

"Um well that depends. if you take her to places where she has memories there is a good chance she could slowly get them back. it's hard to say in her situation. But no this is not permanent. She will slowly start to regain it. but she can go home today. she recovered a whole lot faster than we planned." while the doctor was talking I was just sitting there looking innocent. Harry seems to know me pretty well, I trust him.

Harry and the doctor were talking. I tried to remember anything. Nothing. I feel so out of place.

"Well ms bard, you are free to go. your going to be staying with Harry. you need to come back here in a week for a check up." I nodded he smiled at me. I smiled back at him. I got up and Harry grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. I felt electricity go through my body. He smiled warmly at me. we walked out. once we got out there a group of people stood up and stared at me. I shyly hid behind Harry.

"It's okay. these are your friends." he said comforting me. i slowly came out from behind him.

"hi" i said shyly. "harry can we go home? i dont know them."

"yeah, hey we wil see you later guys." Harry said to the group. the all nodded sadly.

at harry's house

"and here we are." he said opening the door for me. I nodded saying 'thank you'. He lead me up to the room I would be staying in. we stopped by my house to get clothes. I started putting clothes in the dresser.

Once I was done I made my way downstairs. I heard Harry on the phone.

"Yeah she's fine, love!" he said into the phone. "okay, love you too bye!" I coughed making him turn towards my direction. "how long have been there?" he asked nervously.

"A couple minutes." he mouthed 'oh'.

"Hey is it okay if a friend comes over?"

"I don't care. it's your house." I rolled my eyes. I wish I knew something about my past life. I started playing with my bracelets. then I saw all the scars. I remembered why I did it. I remember when I did it. that's about it. I did it because of my dad right? that's all I remember.

Me and harry were watching tv when the doorbell started ringing. harry stood up and went to the door. I made my way to the door. from where I was standing you couldn't see me but I could see them. a tall blonde skinny beautiful model was standing at the door. Harry and her hugged. I suddenly felt a pang if jealousy shoot through me. why am I jealous? honestly I'm scared right now. I'm not really that great with new people and I've had enough in one day. I was in clear sight now. harry just looked at me. his arm went around her waist and they walked right past me, back into the tv room. he only had one couch and they took up the whole thing. I was just standing there. harry looked at me a couple times but didn't say a word.

I was in complete shock of how he was treating me. he's the only one I actually trust. my eyes filled with tears. I choked out a sob. harry looked at me confused. I just shook my head and ran up to the bathroom. I feel so out of place. I don't remember anyone or anything. harry is being an ass. I remember the relief feeling when I cut. how much better I felt after. it's not like I told anyone I wasn't going to. I went through his cabinet and finally found what I was looking for. I was still sobbing except the sobs were louder. I picked up the razor and started bringing it to my wrist.

Harry's P.O.V.

Riley choked out a sob. I looked at her and saw she was crying. I looked at her confused.

She shook her head at me then ran upstairs.

"I'll be right back" I told Destiny. I went upstairs and heard her in the bathroom. she was sobbing louder. I put my ear up to the door and heard her looking through the bathroom cabinet. what possibly could she be looking for? that's where I keep......shit....

That's where I keep my razors. fuck no! I tried opening the door but it was locked.

"Riley please open the door." I got no answer just more sobs. "come on babe you don't need to do this. talk to me please. baby you don't need to do this to yourself." that's when I heard a metal object hit the floor. no! then I heard her unlock the door. I opened it and saw blood dropping down her wrists. I sighed. I lead her over to the toilet. I put the cover down. "sit" I told her. she did as I told and sat down.

I opened the cabinet under the sink and pulled out the first aid kit. I took out the dis infective stuff. "this is gonna sting" I dabbed her wrist and started cleaning the cuts. she flinched. I look up and see her eyes screwed shut. once I was done I put a pad of gauze on it and taped it around her wrist. I looked up at her and she was staring at the ground. I tried to get her to look at me but she refused to.

"Riley please look at me." she still refused to. I lifted her her head up with my finger. All I saw was anger and sadness flood her eyes. "what did I do?" I asked.

"Oh I don't know maybe because you were acting like I wasn't there. all your attention was on the beautiful girl. I'm never going to look like her. you were being an asshole. your the only one I can trust right now. trust me I know this is hard for you but it's a lot harder for me. I don't remember a thing about to life. hell I don't even know who my mom is. I don't know myself. I don't know anything about myself or about my life. I've had a really bad day and that didn't make it any better." she fired back. she has a point. I guess I was being a dick. I didn't know know how to reply.

"I'm sorry" I said. she sighed and stormed past me. what have I done?

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Here's chapter 65!!! THANKS FOR 24.7K+ it means a lot. I love you guys! please vote and comment. I hope you like this chapter!!

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