A Dark Marriage. (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Chapter 11. A Slight Escalation in Terms of Character Development

I was going to save this chapter and post it tommrow but the comments on the last one had me scared for my safety. I'm so sorry bout the feels. I am an evil person.

For three days you cried alone in your destroyed quarters. Nobody came by. Finally a stormtrooper came to escort you to see Phasma.

"Uh. Mrs? Uh, Mrs?" He asked stepping into your room. You turned around slowly to meet his gaze. Your hair was a wreck, your eyes swollen and furious.

"Actually. It's Ms. now" You spoke with venom behind each word

'' I'm sorry, The Captain would like me to escort you to her chambers."

"No" was all you said before laying down again.

"I'm really sorry but, she told me to bring you no matter what." He stepped cautiously toward you, a hand stretched out.

Anger. Anger flowed through you. A ball of heat harbored in your chest and all at once it was expelled.

"I. Said. NO!" You pushed with your arms and the young stormtrooper was flung across the room, hitting you already damaged wall. He sunk to the floor, screaming.

"Please! I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me!" He held up his arms in fear. You looked down at your hands.

Did I even touch him?

He scurried away, leaving you staring on your bed. Wondering what had just happened, you wiggled your fingers and moved your hands in the air.

What is happening to me?

You paced around your room. Phasma ran in wearing her full suit.

"Fn-6743 said you used the force?!" She yelled.

"I- I don't know?" Your hands were shaking and tears were starting to fall. "It just happened I don't think I- I don't know!" Phasma took off her helmet and grabbed your hands to hold them still.

"Stop, dry your eyes. You are fine." Her face was serious. Those were commands. She sat you back down on the edge of your bed. "Did you force-throw him?"

"I don't know! I was angry and he was coming toward me. I was going to actually push him but when I reached out he flew across the room." You motioned to the wall where the stormtrooper landed. Phasma turned and looked almost impressed.

"No question then, you used the force." She paused and a slight smile appeared at the corners of her mouth. "You used it while angry, through passion. That's a textbook sith origin story." You stopped crying and coughed a few time.

"Why did you call for me in the first place?" You asked and she sat down next to you, sighing.

"You missed training yesterday, I haven't been on base lately so I just heard about Kylo, I'm so sorry (Y/N). He was a powerful man." You felt the tears coming back.

"Thank you, Phasma, I'm pretty upset about it." Phasma laughed and gestured around you both at the destroyed room.

"No shit. Did you really take a light saber to it?

"Maybe..." You said sheepishly. Phasma's face grew serious again

"(Y/N), they are having a ceremony for him tonight." She stood up. "I would suggest you go." You held your breath for a second.

"Phasma, whats going to happen to me? Kylo is dead, I have no other reason to be on this ship. And now you are saying I can do the force thingy, what am I supposed to do?"

"Well, seeing as you are force sensitive, I can train you. You'll stay on the base and train with your saber and with the force. I can even maybe let you stay in these quarters..." She looked around, "uh, if you still want to."

"I do, after its cleaned." You felt embarrassed at the state of your home. Phasma chuckled.

"Don't worry, the maintenance crew is used to cleaning up lightsaber-damaged equipment.*" she put her helmet back on. "Ill see you tonight." and she left without another word.

You took a shower, got dressed, and ate some food. You tried not to spend too much time in the closet; it smelled like Kylo. Eventually you felt you were ready to leave for the ceremony. You walked through the halls and stormtroopers avoided you like the plague. You reached the great hall and stopped. The stormtroopers weren't avoiding you, they were running. Red lights flashed through the hall. An alarm sounded. You ran as fast as you could and ran straight into Phasma.

"The Rebels! They are here! They landed on base!" She grabbed your arm and pulled her with you. "Come on!" You ran alongside Phasma as you both reached the giant courtyard on base, and there you spotted them. They had ten or more ships. A group of their men stood outside with another man on the ground on his knees. His face was bloodied and scarred in many places. You and Phasma joined General Hux behind the rows of Stormtroopers approaching the rebellion.

"Hux whats going on!?" Phasma yelled.

"Its not the resistance." Hux looked scared. "Its a gang, they have- they have a hostage." Your eyes got wide and you looked back at the man on his knees.

"Who's the hostage?" You questioned, your heart panging.

"We don't know, they want to speak to us." Hux pressed a few keys on the pad in front of him. and you heard a booming voice.

"ATTENTION FIRST ORDER." The crowds grew silent. "WE HAVE A LIST OF DEMANDS IN RETURN FOR YOUR HOSTAGE." He listed off several and Hux turned to Phasma.

"Snoke wants us to blast their entire squadron off the base."

"What about the prisoner?" Phasma asked

"We don't know who it is and they are not as important to the first order as currency is." Hux frowned.

You had a feeling, something in your heart. Your chest burned. Closing your eyes, you swept through the auras of the rows of stormtroopers before you. Amongst the gang was a powerful force, flowing strong and beating with your own heart. You knew who it was.

"Hux don't attack the gang, please, the prisoner" You said with a determined look. "They are important." You sidestepped through the troopers and ignored Phasma's and Hux's protests. You reached the break between them and the gang. Being closer now, you could clearly see him. Anger boiled in you and you felt the hot sensation burn through you.

"Aye, who do we have here? A girl?" The gang leader chuckled and his mates cackled behind him. He dropped the gun pointed at the hostage's head. Your veins were hot and you lifted up your hand. The gang leader laughed harder, but soon they became strangled. His laughs turned to coughs. He wheezed and choked. You smiled an evil smile. Having this hold over someone, it felt like a cool ice to the burn. His face turned purple as you clenched your hand tighter, he fell to the ground. You swept your arm across and the rest of the gang collapsed to their knees. You ran forward, blood pumping in your ear. You reached for the one man you wanted to see.

"Kylo!" You grabbed his face and you knew it was him. Through all the blood you could make out his gorgeous eyes, soft hair, and beautiful plump lips.

"(Y/N)" he choked out. "How did you do that?" he collapsed in your arms and you held him close as troopers surrounded the gang members. A medic rushed forward to your husband and you helped her get him on a stretcher. You held his hand as he was carried into the base. You glanced back at the members, and all the destruction you had caused. You smirked.