Goodbye || j.s. au

Chapter Fourteen//Emotions

It's been almost two months since Jacob and I started dating.

He hasn't publicly announced that I'm his girlfriend on any social media, but it's fine.

I appeared on some of his live streams but that's pretty much it. I'm leaving for New York in one week. One. Time flew by too quickly. One second, I'm with Jacob. The next, I honestly don't even know.

It was the last day of school before Winter break. I was putting all my books and binders in my locker, I had no homework except to read.

I walked outside to where Jacob said he'd meet me. He said he had some surprise for me. I already told him that I'm moving, he was disappointed and unbelievably sad for a couple of days.

I walk outside and look around, only to see Penny kissing Jacob. I wanted to walk away, but I didn't. Don't feel anything, don't feel anything. I reminded myself, I couldn't though.

"Sluts!" I yelled as I walked up to them. Jacob was startled and Penny looked relieved.

"So, Jacob. Is this the surprise?" My eyes fill with tears. Not because I'm hurt, but because of anger.

"Abby, I didn't mean this! Penny just came up to me and kissed me!" Jacob gives me a look, hoping I would believe him.

"No, he's lying, Abby." Penny says from behind. "I'm your best friend, I would never do anything like that!" She whines.

"Well, I'm your boyfriend. I would most likely not do something like kiss your best friend!" Jacob meant to say that to me, but it seemed like he was talking to Penny more.

"Just shut up!" I yell at both of them. "You both didn't mean it, but it happened!" I snapped. I walk up to Penny. "I wish you never helped me when the stupid smoothie spilled all over me. I wish we were never even friends!" Penny stares at me, obviously hurt. "Now, you." I turn around to face Jacob.
"Abby, listen. I ne-" Jacob starts, but I interrupt.

"No. You listen. I wish I never even met you. Your just some stupid bitch! I wish those haters would've just killed you when they could've!" I start to cry. So does Jacob, he's surprised of what came out of my mouth. So was I.

"Fine then!" He yelled. "If you think that, then we're done!" He walks away and disappears. Penny looks at me, wanting to help. But it's no use. I wanted to run home, except I was afraid of how overly dramatic I would look.

I walked home alone, sobbing. Once I get home, I take off my shoes and curl up in my bed then cry. I cry and cry for what seems like hours. Jacob and I just broke up.