Dear World
Im sorry for shutting you out
But you ignored me too much
Now, its you i don't care about.
I'd say thanks for making me
Hate my body; but once again
I'll just sit and be with my misery.
Music now makes me cry
Because no matter how loud
I turn it up, i want to say goodbye.
One step out and then
My anxiety wraps around me
As the red down the razor pen
"Don't eat, don't cry"
You say but then when i do
"Wait, why did you die?"
So please cut me some slack
No pun intended, 'Cause bitch
you give me a panic attack
Don't tell me others have it worse
'Cause others have it better too
And at you i'll curse
Frantic drums to my heartbeat
The vocalist screaming my mind
My only noise the tap of feet
Headphones in my ears
The tunes to heighten and ease
All of my numerous fears
One last strum of a guitar
Remember the girl
Who fell like a star
Depression sucks and so do you
So fuck it all, i'll stay in my bed
Wrapped in blankets of thoughts blue
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A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)
PoetryMy poems. Read, comment, vote, whatever. <3 Warning: Most Contents Are Triggering.