A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

If You Knew, Would You Care?

Alone in the dark

Wishing you were here.

The blade leaves a mark

So, so red my dear.

I dont know why

But i cant stop thinking of you,

Even when i try

How i wish it wasnt true.

I cant believe its come to this,

Writing you poem AGAIN

Is definitely not bliss.

On the pain scale, a ten.

Every time i hear your name

I quickly snap to attention,

Forgetting that in your fame

You are full of pretension.

All i know is that guys

Do not love girls with scars.

I guess all i can do is try,

See if i can reach the stars

Then again maybe it'd be better

If i just ended it all,

Dont worry, i'd write you a letter.

Its not like i've got far to fall

After falling for you.

Everyday that goes by

Its all i can do

To try and say "bye!"

Still i cant help but hope,

That you'll come save me

So i guess i'll sit here and mope.

Damn it, i dont want to be

A damsel in distress.

You see those all the time

And i dont want to be like the rest.

But, who else in your name would rhyme?

I want you to come back,

I need you here.

Quit giving me a heart attack

And help me get over this fear.

Of course it just had to be

You of all people.

Might as well impale me

On a high church steeple.

Falling farther and farther,

You arent here to catch me.

Not that you would bother

Even if you were here to see

Baby, the pain you're causing

Slowly unable to function

Not at all pausing

This slow spiral of destruction.