A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

Asking, I Never Will

Calm so unattainable;

Why are thoughts so untrainable?

By now I should know

To recognize when I need to go.

Leave me to die,

I don't want you to see me cry.

The tears could form a tide,

And its killing me inside.

Love so unreachable,

New tricks unteachable.

Let out the dark;

Release the rage, hate, razors mark.

Go the fuck away!

Wait, I'm sorry, please stay!

I need you, I hate to admit.

My life's on the line, just submit.

I'll take anything I can get;

False love forfeit.

Kiss the pain away,

Don't let the suicide stay.

Am I getting better or worse?

Don't let me put me in a hearse;

Give me another reason,

I'm ready to commit high treason.

See now this is why!

I'll never admit, i'd much rather die.

Away, something to take

The happiness so fake.

Are you fucking blind?

Read, and help me out of this bind.

Im losing my mind,

I'll take any sanity I can find.

You don't have to understand,

But just take my hand;

Lead me out of the hell,

Im not doing so well.

Just take the crown,

Im so worn down...

Can't say I wouldn't but I shouldn't,

Please turn it around, I couldn't.