A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

Monster Love

Have you ever read

Something that made

Your heart break

And you liked it?

Was it, oh was it you?

Will you let me drift

Slowly back down

All the way to

The desired death

While holding my hand?

Does love always

Have to be so damn

Confusing?

I'll never get a break

Are you more than I can take?

Do you think

That I'm the only one

Who feels this way?

Or is it oh so wrongly

Lovingly returned?

Will you be my first tattoo

Etched on my heart

Until death do us part

We've both got no where

To go but each other's arms.

But if its true

Then who's to say who's

Deep, rich, beautiful blue?

Have I been lying the

Entire time?

Or was it just a figment

My imagination reaching

For an indigo pigment

Maybe I deserve a

Purple heart of lost life

Maybe I'm just

So wrong and i'm simply

Pointing to the

Opposite way

Crushing affection

Maybe I should just

Let

Myself

Fall

The

Six

Feet

For you?

Im not going to

Leave you alone in this

Hell of suffering

Because

I love you

Even though

It hurts like

The razors that

Im trying

To f.

o.

r.

g.

e.

t. About

And you just make it so easy

To see why I shouldn't climb

Back up

The fallen, broken, rotting

Stairs to heaven

Again

(A savior,

A black butterfly.

Heal the scars,

Kiss the tears.

Blow away

The lonely

Fears)

What if I said

G o o d b y e ?

Would you

S c r e a m

Or even

C r y?

Tell me again of all that

/we/

Will do

Save the world /or/ destroy it?

/Just/, its up to /you ?/ .

What a strange poem this has been

And if you see it and

U. N. D. E. R. S. T. A. N. D

Then please, take my hand

Love me till I'm real again

Not a ghost

Not the

M

O

N

S

T

E

R

Who has devoured all that I

L O V E

Made it hard to even

T A K E. A. B R E A T H.

It has somehow

L E A D.M E.T O.M Y.D E A T H.