A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

I'm Not Cute

Slit my wrist

Close my eyes

My thoughts in a twist

Ive said my goodbyes

I said 'no'

To the last meal

Its time to go

Last breath steal

I can't wait

You don't love me

Its way too late

"Just let me die" I plea

Swallowed the pills

Pain is free

Hate slowly kills

The rope makes burns

You tied the knot

Facts of suicide learned

The difference? A lot

Water fills my lungs

Check by check

Blood like ladder rungs

Snapped my neck

Im finally gone

Sorry for the mess

To clean it wont be long

Don't even stress

I got what i wanted

You did too

Another notch flaunted

Broke your heart in two

So tonight i'll be

The ghost at your door

You can't haunt me

No, not anymore

Control? Who needs it!

Life? Not my thing!

Death? Just a bit!

Its promised like a ring

You picked up my cold hand

A scream from what

Seems another land

Never to realize

That every smile

Was a lie

I led you on mile by mile

But now, your true love has gone

And died.