A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

Invisible

Sitting with my back against a wall

The shadow of my doubt so tall

Trapped within my caged mind

Im trying to reach out and find

The light to guide my way

Back to the happiness of today

If i cant find happiness in hate

Then my saviour has come too late

Don't count on me to be okay

Not anytime today.

Its like im there but im not

These words are all i've got.

Im the invisible girl

Out of my hands my life does twirl

Nothing I do has any effect

The statue of self hate erect

My mind in a panic, alarmed

Only calm in your arms.

Im not sure how much more I can take

Every smile tainted by fake

Can anyone see how im trying so hard

Not wanting to play the wild card

So, so slowly i fade

Into the night, a shade.