A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

Eonic Waves

There isn't a reason,

There isn't a rhyme.

Slowly comes the colder season,

Soon it'll be time.

A heartfelt impression,

Left me with depression.

The ghost of you lies with me;

But it lies to me.

Its almost as if I'll turn around,

There i will find a smile,

I'll be found.

Please close the distance, the miles.

Trying to tell you all that I can't say,

Every text, every day.

Its just another moment away,

From the one who gets me to stay.

Its like the feeling of the ocean,

That doesn't go away for days.

In time I'm frozen.

So close and yet so far, im amazed.

Wings of blue I tried to show;

A peaceful feeling so slow,

Healing that can't be done.

Not by me it'll have to be won.

Still I'll try to contribute,

A light to fight the cage;

Please don't refute.

Fueling the knightly rage.

A break of a mistake;

No knife no razor, can I take.

My wrist will be clean,

But my limbs'll grow lean.

At their touch I cringe;

I don't want a hug, offer me no pity.

Don't add madness to the fringe.

I only want my Demon Kitty...

Nails dig into my skin;

No concentration, another win.

Is it depression, anxiety, or what?

Will I ever get out of this rut?

But this time I wont fail,

Now i can see the goal clearly,

A break in the armor mail.

I wont give up merely.

An apartment, an escape;

Out of hell, break the tape.

It was never a rope,

Now i've got a grain of hope.

It came from the sand of a sea,

One that for eons crashed,

So slowly around me.

Still drowning but I wont thrash.

Am I swimming up or down?

Is it too early to tell, looking around?

Ive adapted to the water,

As the "disappointment" daughter.

I can see you just through the waves,

Can you see me, are you there?

First ourselves we'll save,

After for others we can care.

Love is the air we breath,

But its filled with toxins beneath.

Filter it out, give it some room;

This wont be our final tomb.

Our souls crash together;

Hold on tight, I can only say,

That its been a pleasure.

We'll find the light one day.