A Random Dark Bit of Poetry (Book 1)

Cracked Adamantine Eternity

An adamantine eternity;

Cycles of hell we don't understand.

I want to die; you say hold on for me.

I trust you enough to take your hand.

Suicide is the driving force;

Alone i lie but you are there,

Holding me close of course.

Pushing light to you, so much i care.

Picking a date for the end of me,

When i would finally die.

Noted the movie i'd not see,

A screenplay over which i'd never cry.

The world minus me would be grand.

But waiting for you to finish saving,

That'd be pretty bland.

I want to help you, im craving.

Do something worthwhile,

My life is meaningless.

And while it'd be a trial,

I know that i'd have you, and no less.

What if we've been the one story,

To repeat for eons on end?

But its probably gory...

Body from body our souls were rend.

What does our karma hold?

Were we ever strangers in the street?

Did you stop me with words so bold?

Or push me to edge with words sweet ?

Break the chain of broken lives,

Why hasnt it worked so far?

You'll always be my only tie,

So why oh why is this so hard?

Im a hurricane, a storm,

Destructively creative.

Show me the light darkness forms,

Another blot on the belated.

You're the fire that never dies,

Even against the winds of time.

Lighting the spark in other's eyes;

I know they light up mine.

With my chaos to follow your plan,

A world can and will change.

But you'd likely have to hold my hand,

Together voices amplify the range.