Fix You

Chapter 25

*Zayn's POV*

Oh well hello crazy ideas. Where did that one come from Zayn? I don't know Zayn, it just slipped out of my mouth... Inside my head my thoughts were all over the place. I had absolutely no idea, why I'd said that. I mean, it's not like i have been thinking about it for a long time. Maybe I just have e period of my life right now, where I want everyone to move into my flat. Yesterday I was thinking about asking Harry to be my roommate, and now here I am, asking Lucy to move in as well. 

Her eyes had grewn big as my clever little idea had been told. I tried to stay calm, but damn it was hard. 

"M-move in with you?" Lucy finally speaked. 

"Ehm, well you know... Eeeeh" My ability of speaking had, funny enough, just dissappeared.

"That's a huge thing for me to do, Zayn. You know that right?" Lucy's eyes darted into mine, and I bit my lip, giving her a tiny nod. 

In the back of my head, I guessed I would have hoped whe would jump into my arms and say that she would love to. But, if I took a realitycheck, it was a stupid idea. I had nothing to offer a girl like Lucy. Why should she leave a life with lots of money and stuff to live in a tiny flat, with a poor guy. And a curlyhaired guy as well, since Harry wouldn't stop coming over just because of Lucy. No, of course she wouldn't move in with me. God, I'm so stupid. 

"I'm sorry Lucy, that was a stupid idea, I don't know where that came from, I'm sorry, I-" Lucy layed her finger over my lips, smiling lovingly at me. 

"Hey, I didn't say that I didn't want to baby. I just need to think a little bit, okay?" She smiled and pecked my lips. God, she made my heart beat faster just by giving me that gorgeous smile of hers. I felt my cheeks blushing and a goofy smile coming onto my lips.

"Mmmkay" I said, looking at the ground, intertwining our fingers. Lucy chuckled and lifted my head up by my chin. Ugh, her eyes are so beautiful.

"You're a weird kid, you know? When we first talked you were extremely hardcore and all like 'I-don't-give-a-single-fuck' ann now - here you are, blushing and being all cute and loveable." She said and tilted her head slightly, letting her eyes go from my chin to my lips, to my cheekbones to my eyes and finally my hair, which she gently let her hand slide through. I took her hand from my hair and layed it around my neck, before I pulled her closer, by her waist, untill her lips were only millimeters from mine.

"You changed me. You're still changing me" I whispered before kissing her soft lips once again. She shortly broke the kiss, 

"But I want you exactly as you are" she whispered before getting back into the kiss. Then I broke the kiss, to flip us around, so I was on top of her.

"I will always be a badboy, nothing can change that love. But I will be good to you. And no one else." I said giving her a tuny kiss, before I spoke again.

"You know that quote - 'every girl wants a badboy to be good just for her'? Yeah, that's what I am to you. Just to you" I smiled and then kissed her again, this time more passionated. Instantly her fingers got tangled in my hear, and she deepened the kiss. It made me smile, that I knew she was so unexperienced, but still wanted to do all those kinda things with me. She wanted it to happen. 

I decided to tease her, kissing her from her collarbones, up her neck, leaving tiny lovebites, untill I came to hear earlobe which I gently sucked, making a moan escape her lips. She flipped us around, and sat with one leg on each site of me. As we kissed again, she arched her back, and my hands automatically found their way to her perfect bum. As i squeezed it, I heard Lucy chuckle a little before she suddenly took off my shirt. I saw her biting her lower lip, as she looked at my now naked upperbody. Her finger trailed down from my chest to my abs and stopped just at the edge of my boxers. She then leaned down again and gave me a kiss, that words can't actually describe.