Insecure

13

July 25, 2015

"How have you been"? I asks. "I've been okay. What about you" he asks "Okay" I say. "Maybe next Saturday, I can come and visit you" he says.

"Yeah but I'll have to check my calendar" I say. "Okay. Text me when you know" he says. "Yeah, um talk later" I say. "Yeah, bye" he says. "Bye" I say and hang up.

I am so frick fracking awkward. The calendar thing was so stupid, I am so stupid. "Who was that" Lamar asks scaring me. "Why do you want to know" I ask.

"Its my duty" he says and my mom comes up the hall. "Tell him to leave me alone" I say. "I think she was talking to a boy" he says and then laughs.

"What's so funny" I ask. "A boy actually talking to you" he says and I growl at him. "Who were you talking to" my mom asks. "A friend. I met at the gas station on the way here" I say.

"A gas station" Lamar says and then laughs. "Whats so funny" I ask. "Everythig you just said." Lamar says. "So the name" my mom says. "Cody" I say and cough so they couldnt hear it. "What was that" my mom asks. "Cody" I say.

"Its a boy" my mom says with a slight smile on her face. Lamar was just plain unhappy. "Don't even. We're just friends, he has a girlfriend" I say. "He better" Lamar says.

"He wants to hang out next Saturday because he has a tour coming up" I say. "A tour? Is he famous" Lamar asks. "He's a viner. You wouldn't know him" I say. "I will just have to see won't, I" Lamar says.

"Whatever." I say. "Well, if you want you can go." my mom says and Lamar looks at her crazy. "What? No." Lamar says. "Why" my mom asks. "No, hanging out with guys alone" Lamar says.

"No, hanging out with girls alone" I say and go back to my room.